So today I was just shopping with my mum and grandparents, i walked up some stairs in the shop, and oddly I felt the rush when MDMA first kicks in. Like my vision even went slightly into tunnel vision, and I felt this massive empathy for everyone and everything around me, I looked around for a bit, then about 30 seconds later the feeling was gone. It was ODD to say the least. Never had that before. Anyone else ever feel like u just dosed and it just hit you, but for no reason at all? With MDMA or any other drug. I have also had the feeling in the past, but in equation to doing a fat shot of diamorphine. Its worth noting that I was completely sober when this happened!
I've experienced some phenomena which is basically the equivalent of an MDMA 'flashback' while sober, which a friend of mine used to refer to as 'rollbacks.' I have gotten rollbacks primarily when listening to music, I'll get a sensation of tingles up and down my body and get mild visual softening, usually not to the same intensity as while on MDMA but it can be moderately intense. I've had a few brief sober flashbacks from stronger hallucinogens as well but again not as intense. Also, when I play the guitar and I really get in the zone, I occasionally experience something akin to the rush I get from MDMA, however it's a notably distinct experience.
Mhm def a different experince, but pretty damn close to how ive felt upon eating say, 150mgs of some pure, high quality mdma. (just for reference i dont mean pure as in 100% as its doubtful many ever get that but im sure guys know i mean clean, good quality shit) I like the term rollbacks. Like i said this has never happened to me before, it was really interesting, and i did enjoy it, although it only lasted a short time and i was pretty confused to as to why it happened.
I felt rollback once when thinking a roll i had weeks prior...it felt amazing! It's a rush very much like that tingle you feel at the beginning of a roll....lasted a few minutes, or until i stopped thinking about it!
