Mdma Helped Me With Shame And Insecurities

I have used MDMA several times and I believe it to be one of the reasons why I can stand tall without shame and fear taking control over my life.

During MDMA I feel more open, abundant, empathic and confident. I feel like I am enough and I want other people to feel the same way. Obviously, everything I sense is enhanced to a new level.

What I ultimately believe MDMA does is that it eradicates shame – you are not afraid to show your true face and make your intentions clear with other people. You are not afraid to admit to yourself or anyone else: “This is how I feel and this is what I want.”

Before MDMA I was afraid to admit to myself that my life was going in the wrong direction. The university wasn’t the place for me. For some people it is – but not for me. MDMA gave me courage to really say aloud what I really wanted from my life.

Next, I took a flight to China and now I am doing exactly what I am supposed to do.

Continue...

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Here is my full article about my experience and self-liberation thanks to MDMA: www.ZenDevil.com

Cheers!

Sam Hardy

 

Wow! Great article..

I felt your article really spoke to me as I have had some powerful healing and transformative experiences with MDMA as well. I am going to take your advice and to write and speak the following weeks after my next MDMA session. I am glad MDMA has had such a beneficial impact for you

I really like your writing style too, it's formal but not stuffy and has a realness about it.

 

Thanks guerillabedlam! Every person I have known who has used MDMA has said it has changed their life... for the better.

I just follow the voice inside my head. Everything I do is an extension of myself.

 

How are you guys sure that what you take is MDMA? Where I live, there is no MDMA in ecstasy pills. It would be too difficult to find an ecstasy pill that contains pure MDMA. How can you guys get pure drugs in streets? They are cut with a lot of bad things, aren't they? There are no pure drugs in streets, is there? They are always cut with dirty things, aren't they? People who take ecstasy pills in Turkey don't call it MDMA because they know what take is not MDMA. They say I am gonna take some pills.

 

I think that given the healing and transformatory experiences the OP talks about, we can assume that he did get the real thing. Because there's really no other substance that produces this specific set of responses (at least nothing I've heard of).

 

Do you mean pure MDMA? How do you get pure MDMA? From a drug dealer?

 

I mean he took MDMA.

 

I see.

 

MDMA's effects are fairly unique, however there are testing kits you can get for commercial use in many places that verify the presence of the chemical via reagent tests which react with the drug(s) : marquis/mandelin/mecke/Simons. There is also a company or two out there that tests pills/powders via a process called GCMS which is a bit more specific and sophisticed in terms of noting the quantity of drug in the pill, however it also tends to be quite a bit more expensive to test.


I think there is a recent documentary released on harm reduction in regards to MDMA but it's about an hour long so I'll just post this to give you the gist:


http://youtu.be/WQe4vNap168