MDMA (alone at home)

Bad idea to take X without friends cause it is an entheogen

 

^ not true at all

i actually prefer to take it alone. much more of a learning experience.

 

I took it alone once, but after about an hour I realized I had called like 3 people to come hang out,

it's so boring not haveing anyone to talk to on MDMA, at least for me

 

you have to channel that energy into something else. Channel the huge reserve you have for social interaction into physical exercise or contemplation

 

I rolled solo and spent 5 hours glowsticking, lol.

 

dont do it alone man! im on it right now home alone and its a disaster...i texted a million people the most random shit and asked half of them to meet me places. and these two girls actually went where i told them to meet me so i tried to longboard over there but i couldnt make it so now their pissed.

so now im sitting here happy out of my mind but lonely as fuck...its not fun

 

awwww lol kinda funny though too. u prob could have gotten laid tnite! i love rollin alone blasting my trance, so much effing fun!

 

yea it definatly could have been a lot better, but now that im sober again and i look back on it i really should have just waited till i was with someone instead of popping it alone

 

You just have to have something to do. Don't pop a pill home alone with no plans or drives or ambitions. Listen to music loud! dance in your room! lie in your bed and touch yourself! do you have a pet? play with them! go for a long walk and see NATURE! nature is what gave you the ecstasy!

it is NOT a thing like marijuana where you can have literally nothing to do, smoke a joint, and have a blast doing nothing. it's a lot more like LSD, you should give yourself stimuli and activities and then you'll see the power of rolling alone.

and give yourself rules! turn your cellphone off, throw that shit away! tonight is about YOU meeting YOU. no matter how badly you wanna call all your friends (and you will want to like crazy!) you just have to say no to yourself, and promise to yourself that tonight will be all about you and getting in touch with parts of you that you've been neglecting or scared to venture into.

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