Ever since I can remember, I've never bothered to masturbate. I mean I never really had many women to mess around with, but when I was alone, it just never really came across my mind. Im currently in a relationship, and me and my Girlfriend cant always see each other (we live in separate houses, and she has medical problems that make it so she cant drive), so we cant always sneak away or meet each other when the urges come on. She has a healthy relationship with masturbating, but I never have. My last relationship was very abusive and that really wasnt an option for me. Well, personally sex wasnt either, She either was in the mood and would force herself on me, thus my mind would retreat inside and id just go numb, or sex wasnt on the table at all. So I never really had a healthy relationship with sex to begin with, but my only problems seem to be on the topic of masturbation. I just cant seem to do it. Ive tried, just cant get aroused to porn really. My Girlfriend has tried with dirty texts, showing me her porn interests to maybe spark something inside me. just nothings working. There are times when i cant climax due to getting interrupted by one thing or another and she has to go home. She takes care of her problem, but I cant seem to leading to Epididymal hypertension. The last time I tried I ended up having to go to the hospital for a swollen lymph node due to the length of time I was trying. Does anyone have any ideas on how to ease this? Its getting to be a nuisance for me, and my Girlfriend.
