I like the idea of someone forcing me to and watching me or controlling me while I masturbate. Is this normal? Is there a name for this?
I can't say what constitutes normal, but we all have different turnons and fetishes. I have no clue whether there's a name for it.
I loved be dominated from time to time with her in total charge. Nothing wrong with what your describing enjoy yourself.
I love to have a man sit down after I’ve pulled down his pants and order him to get going often ridicule him for a small dick / been peeping / filming so I can threaten him with showing his little dick to everyone. Possibly the same But bursting in and laugh, taunt him and film. “Oh wow you’re really soft? Does it even get hard? Or big? Don’t stop, it’s too late worrying about being embarrassed!”” Or “I can’t believe you got caught watching this, or how turn you on soo much! I mean you don’t even tried to stop or even cover yourself when I came in... except the video with pegging ... is it what you want? But you’re ashamed? I’m thinking you mostly get off showing me and therefore I’ll show everybody!” Being watched myself is the best scenario how I’m totally oblivious and realize it way too late but revenge somehow (expose the exposer or femdom rolsplay). But mastutbating in the morning in the shower when I cum and realize how I’ve had a peeper is a turn on, especially to question what’s wrong with him
Quite a few people like this. One woman I know goes out of her mind with ecstasy if you tell her in a mutual fantasy that you're forcing or controlling her sexually.
I think it’s because under normal circumstances you do these things alone, so for someone to ask or tell you to do it while they watch, is a total turn on but also a tad scary, it’s a very private and exposing thing to do as someone watches, I have watched and been seen and both are a total turn on.