I'm a 23yr female and I recorded myself masturbating out of curiosity to see what I looked like. But when I played the video I couldn't help but start masturbating again while watching myself get off. Now I record lots of videos of myself masturbating from different angles so that I can get myself off while watching them later. I have no desire to share or post them anywhere but I've almost stopped watching regular porn and get off almost exclusively get off to myself getting off. Watching other girls masturbate does absolutely nothing for me. Any other girls do this too? Anybody willing to share their own stories?
Yes, I do the same Danielle. I'm 29, I love to record myself, watch the slow arousal of my body, how I look when the fire is raging inside, how I orgasm, Then when I watch it I recall the fantasies I had while masturbating and get really excited. Sometimes my mood is quiet, sometimes a bit wild, but watching the recordings in private is really exciting. I also have no desire to share these videos, keeping them all for self-loving. I'd love to know what other women might think of this or have similar experiences.
I think it's sexy to be turned on by yourself, that way you can have the confidence to just be yourself around a crowd or new people. I think being uncomfortable with yourself would lead to anxiety and awkwardness.
I've made several videos of me wanking myself, and then cumming onto my hand or into a shot glass. It gets me aroused to watch it again later. I made the videos when I was watching porn videos and recorded myself with my digital SLR camera. In the first one, I'm mostly clothed, with my pants and underwear still on. I wank until I shoot my load and it runs down my cock, and I pull up my underwear and let that soak it up. In the second one, I'm not wearing any clothes, and I wank until I'm ready to cum then grab a glass paperweight off my desk and cum onto it, and then eat that cumload. In the third video, I'm only wearing a t-shirt. I start jacking off until I'm close to cumming, then I insert a glass pipette down into my cock, and ejaculate into it. It's exciting to watch that video again, seeing the cum rise up into the glass tube, then I suck the cum out of the tube. The excess cum flows out over the end of my cock, and I wipe that up with my fingers and lick that from my fingers. The rest drips down onto the towel that I'm sitting on. It gets me excited to watch myself masturbate and ejaculate.
It's a great idea. However, it takes me so long to cum these days that my SD card is bound to run out Watching yourself, rather than watching regular porn sounds like a great idea because at least you know that nobody's being exploited))
It's likely linked to sense-memory and rewarding in your brain. But at the same time there's something a bit taboo about masturbating to yourself which likely adds to the pleasure. Good for you! Whatever makes you happy
I do this but I recored myself mostly toyin or Insertin objects to streach down there but have the desire to post them
Sounds like a great way to see if you're doing anything wrong. And a good excuse to do it until you got it right.
I do wonder if only watching yourself masturbate is a bit narcissistic. On the other hand I think having some level of interest/arousal is fine. I've masturbated in front of a mirror before and I've videoed myself and watched it back later but that's been an occasional, rather than regular thing. Also during any one session my attention often starts with seeing my cock, watching it get hard and feeling in my hand, then in the middle of the session I am fantasising or reading erotica or watching porn etc. As I get close to orgasm, though, my attention is drawn back to my cock to see if harden that last little bit and watch the ejaculation.
Oh come on! Do we have to really bring Trump into our bedroom now. Give it up people! I can think of better things than him.
My husband recorded me masturbating numerous times years ago. I know he watches them frequently alone. We have also watched them together, while we are both masturbating. I can be watching him masturbate live in front of me, or watch myself on TV. He would switch between watching me live, and watching me on the TV screen. We started out making videos together, but it evolved into mainly solo videos of me masturbating, with and without various toys. I would go for 30 to 45 minutes in a given session, until I had countless orgasms, and would basically pass out from exhaustion at the end. He was faced with the challenge of filming me and stroking his cock simultaneously. Somewhere during the session, he would climax. We would still watch regular porn as well.