Maladaptive Daydreaming Disorder/social Anxiety

I finally figured out what's wrong with me, why I have negative daydreams. I have maladaptive daydreaming which stems from past trauma and anxiety.

Since I have adopted hedonism and made the point of my life to just enjoy it, my mental health and quality of life has improved a lot.

But I still feel like I just want to associate myself with like minded people, like other agnostics/atheists, LGBT, hedonists, hippies, like the people here!!

I'm anxious about working in a general environment full time. I'm a very private person and wouldn't want my coworkers to get too personal. I feel like if you don't tell them things, they just make stuff up. But if I'm too different from the norm, I might get judged and harassed, possibly even sacked. For example, my sister pressured one of her atheist coworkers to go to her church.

I also just don't respect normal people because I think they're ignorant.

One way around this is to be a therapist. That way I find out stuff about the client, but I'm expected to keep my personal business a secret.

What do you think?

 

I could continue to look for the nonprofit think helping women or immigrants. I could just lie to coworkers about stuff like religion and sexual preference?