yeah. dont worry im done with pills for now. and ill think twice about tripping whilst in middle of the semester. maybe on holidays. like you said 3xi, its ok when your in your sweet spot and know what your doing, but when you have to try and learn somthing it can get in the way. and i wont be smoking weed. as for drinking i will a little.
Haha everyone here is willing to help anyone who needs it. With that negative attitude you definetly dont belong here. But were a loving community and we will accept your negative pathetic self.
love you too, but get real. nobody is professionally qualified to give any help for drug addiction here. if i'm negative for showing a little tough love then SO BE IT. if you think that by facilitating people who are obviously suffering from drug abuse issues is the right thing to do, then you need to give your head a shake. It's not all about preserving the sanctity of your safe and cozy on-line community of love and roses. Love comes in many forms. And sometimes the most meaningful love, is not the always the prettiest.
im not an addict and i dont abuse drugs. i have tested some limits but its called experimentation. im attending tertitary educaton, and im gonna be a cop in a year. im not what you think, im a happy loving person, and im no crack, speed addict, im not out of it everysecond cause i dont smoke much weed at all. i did do pills for a bit but who are you to judge, you fuckwit. me and my friends have allways stayed on the right side of the law, and the right side of loving and caring. we take drugs, but we are good people. some people dont do piss all drugs, think there hard, and are just ass fucking cunts. im guessing your one of those.
Hey Jellybeen2002: What detrimental advise have the posters here doled out to PeterPopper? All I see is something to the extent of "chill out" and "give it a break". Even if he is a bona fide drug abuser as you perceive, can this advise be so bad?
jellybean, r u serious? excusing your judgements under the cloak of "tough love?" We could just go talk to our parents if that approach helped at all. I have no idea why you believe "professional" advice is helpful or necessary. The professionals are partly responsible for the misunderstandings and stigma about LSD especially. They are bound to conventional wisdom and legal restrictions; how can their persepctive or advice be helpful at all? THe only people who understand these things enough to give actual, applicable advice are those who've done it thoroughly, who know firsthand what to expect and what not to do. don't perpetuate the absolutist approach to drugs, i.e. either do it or not do it. It's all about knowing your substance and being using it modearately and responsibly. no one will diminish their drug use because they are told they are a junky
To the thread starter... LSD is the most inert substance in the histroy of drugs. Second only to marijuana. That's scientific fact not just my opinion. LSD and pot are the two most studied drugs in the history of wide scale drug yuse, both which have accompanied substantial human testing. Psychologically, LSD is strong and hard on the mind. But tha's just from a philosphical standpoint. The "mind" and the "brain" are entirely different entities. The mind is a human construct used to describe the way we process, think and relate our perception of ourselves and what goes on around in a visually painted picture of reality. It is a way we describe consciousness. The brain is the actual biological entity surrounded by our skull. So LSD might be hard on the "mind"...but not the "brain". The whole notion from being burned out from LSD is you're subjective explaination for a lethargic sensation probably brought on by either excessive MDMA use, cocaine use, meth use...or most likely: daily marijuana use. I guarantee i have HPPD worse than anyone on this board can ever fathom...I know that may seem like a bold statement, but i only said it to give everyone an idea about how badly i really have it. This being said, HPPD (which progressied primarily because of extreme LSD use and frequency, has done absolutely nothing to effect mental, acuity, capacity or processing; and im the definition of permafried. MDMA was exponentially harder on the brain than LSD ever was and ever will be. Speed is even worse im sure, but ive only done only done speed once and secondary in small quantities through E pills.
Im sorry dude, ignore everything is just said in that last one; i misinterperated you're post. LSD is supposed to help improve concentration at very low doses. Not enough to produce any prominent visual activity. But i think there are way better drugs in that regard. MDMA is one of the worst in my experience...of the psychedelic brand anyway. And yes i have both tripped and rolled in school. Neither of which helped me focus at all. Meth would be ok, but its al ittle to intense for benifical school use. Coke is ok until you start fieding for it. Plus after doing alot of coke i start to feel slow and burnt out. Adderal and other amphetamines are probably the best. It increases concentration just as much as the other uppers, while still prducing a buzz, but it's still a buzz that is light enough to make you want to harness that focus in on school work and not just getting more fucked up. That's probably why they are the number one drug for treating learning disabilites. Caffeine never fails either; its also the safest and cheapest.
some good posts. id still say crystal is the best for studying and for school. i done it at school and done all-nighters on it, and done other uppers. and crystal makes studying crazyly fun. i dont take drugs these days, just lsd. i did a bit of lsd on the weekend from our duluted vial, 4 of our diluted hits. it was good. it was just short of a trip i would say. it helped me 'define' myself. i saw who i was with even more certainty. hugs-drugs-flowers and fuckin rainbows is my motto. i am like a god. perhaps i am god. i am god over the existence inside my mind, and over the material things in this world, you are god to, i sapose. this is good how i feel. my brain is telling my amazing things about myself. ego boost all the way. low dose gives you sooo much energy. man its soo much fun with the alchole and a bunch of friends all on it. this week my friend went errr, a bit psychotic. we were all on the same dose and drinking, iv done more acid then all of them now by a fair bit. so im feeling more safe about my mental state. and realised a few things about where there minds are. coming back to 'the real world' from a 'distant holiday' fairytale, is like, oh i live here? i go to college? well ill go back and say hello? havent seen you's in how long? since friday? what the fuck? havent seen yous in months or somthing?
ego boost will ego bite, making it an ego idle throttle - no fuel. Consistency halted. Predictions shattered, eyes pried open. Answer at the door, answer at the door. They will be waiting, but only at the door. Fantasy have no friends, deception – girl next door.
Interesting last post peter popper. haha man i think you need to spread out your lsd usage a bit more. From some of your old posts(if im remembering correctly), i wouldn think youd be the type to do pills/lsd that often. Though when its around i know how tempting it is to try and trip twice in one week. Ive stopped that now, as you only realize how spacey/vision fx lsd causes after u stop for a bit. Then it takes a while for my eyes to focus on vision like normal. Until then it is like thing's perspective angles kind of can take on different modes while i look at items. anyway definitely spacing my trips out a month at least, now.
i remember around new years, i did 4 trips in about 1.5 weeks, with a total of 10 hits of strong acid from a vial. after that i had ripples in my vision. reminded me of the butterfly effect when he reads his diary and he gets transformed into it.
be careful with the mind/brain distinction. unless you believe in a soul and other metaphysical things, then any change in the mind correlates to a change in the brain. lsd might be inert in that it doesnt cause neuronal death. whether of not it affects the way that neurons link together and communicate is another story, and this is as much 'damage' as neuron death if it results in the same thing: inability to function at appropriate level
in a sense. well. hunter s. thompson did alot of acid. his brain seemed deteriated. he killed himself. thats one case. albert hoffman. his mind still seems sharp, hes over 100 now. he seems ok, cant speak for him tho. its probably just not doin huge crazy amounts all the time. and ofcourse lsd is completly user dependent. the only reason its really illegal, is cause the effects are so diverse. some people it does them the world of good. but unfortantly in some, in drove them to some insanity, it drove them to depression, and it led to some suicides. the experience is only so diverse is because the drug is merely just unlocking that persons brain to whatever its experiecing and feeling at the time. everyone is in a differnt place and any stage and time in their life. thats why each trip we have is differnt too. just imagine how differnt a trip it would be for say, your friend. if its as differnt as it is in your mind with a little space to space it out with.
From what I've read and seen from in-depth interviews with his friends and relatives, I don't think lsd had anything to do his suicide and have not seen any evidence that it did. They said that it was not done out of desperation or depression but a well thought out act, due to his failing and painful physical condition.
you couldn’t be further from the truth. caffeine fools your body into releasing adrenaline and sending more blood to the brain. although you may feel a rush and most believe that it improves concentration this is not the truth. although you may have more blood in your brain you are also on edge from the adrenaline. the clean a clear alert that you get naturally is far better than any caffeine rush. try breathing exercises and meditation - does wonders. plus with caffeine you will come down and burn out leaving you low for the rest of the day or it will have you consuming more and more caffeine trying to get that same rush that is impossible to get again without upping the dose to override the burnout from your last dose of caffeine. a clear headed sober alert is far better in that it lasts all day and does not come with any nervous shaky side effects like caffeine. as for the rest of what you said in the second post i agree except for using pharma speed as a crutch. use what you have - learn how to focus on your own without the drugs - so many youth turn to drugs because they can not concentrate in school or at work - ever wonder if maybe that subject or job is just not for you? a lot of the shit society would like us to be a part of is a complete waste of time and energy. an inability to focus in class probably means that the subject matter is not for you! or you are doing too much lsd, mdma, coke or other drugs on the weekends or in the extreme cases before and during class.