I am wondering if I will ever find a soulmate who is more than just a friend. Everyone craves love and I am craving the romantic sort very strongly right now and I am anything but a serial monogamist, or someone who feels that they need to be constantly validated by others. I am just sad because at this particular time ALL of my closest friends are happily in love and I am so lonely. I am also still very heartbroken by someone I was, and may still be in love with; someone I considered my twin flame. He fully reciprocated and I know he loved me too, but I am sure he already had some underlying mental/emotional problems because he ended our (amazing) relationship out of nowhere, with no explanation by simply ignoring me. I guess he didnt actually end it, he just stopped talking to me. I accepted it but I am all the more heartbroken because I still have strong feelings for him and I feel I will meet know what happened. I currently have a very close male friend with benefits who I have feelings for, but he is very hard to read, as I know I am as well, and I don't really see the telationship evolving from what it currently is because I don't feel as strong of feelings for him as I did for my past partner. I am a fairly social person and I have opportunities to meet people, but it's rare that I find true romantic connections, and it has me a little discouraged
Chin up! Maybe you're having these feelings because you didn't get any real closure from this person. It would drive me insane! But it sounds like you have someone to keep you company in the sort term right? You want more from him but he doesn't?
