I have lived alone and with someone time and again. I don't mind either, if alone I find more things to do or try to get out more. Right now I technically live alone with my BF coming over or us going out somewhere or to his place so not like I am totally alone. I have a man eating dog with a bad attitude and she protects me as well is my best friend when alone in the house. Dogs, boyfriend, friends, internet, tv, call your mom,,, what drugs do ya need if you have all that around you? Try relying on yourself instead of chemicals. Chemicals will kill ya.
I've lived alone for 60 years-nuffing to it;all you have to do is tell people to fuck off when they 'suggest' you turn down your guitar stacks,or take them shopping rather than have a lie-in...or,on the VERY rare occasion I've had a female wimminz briefly live here,tell the old bat VEHEMENTLY,that I bought this house,I paid for it,I maintain it,I repair it as/when/if required,I like it the way it is...and I'll leave my socks anyfuckingwhere I please! Suddenly,within ten minutes of that explosion,living on your own becomes de-rigeur.