Life is hard

Aerianne · Dec 10, 2012

Pressed_Rat said:

Proud Aerianne one word my will to sustain
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Have a glass of port...

Pressed_Rat · Dec 10, 2012

I may, I just may.

rambleON · Dec 10, 2012

Sure is hard. And one day you will die the first death...Hang in their Rat. I perceived your condition back in 08, just how you revealed it here. You got courage bro. Stick it out.

Pressed_Rat · Dec 10, 2012

Thanks. I will surely "hang in their."

rambleON · Dec 11, 2012

their/ there

some say tomato others tomotto.

A Mulatto

A mosquito

El Navaho, here we are now.

Entertain us.

wiccan_witch · Dec 11, 2012

Pressed_Rat said:

Especially if you're an intelligent, individualistic person.

I mean, there are different types of intelligence. Some people are very book smart and excel academically. I was never one of those people. School always bored the fuck out of me and I was a horrible student who could never focus. I was diagnosed with ADD in kindergarten and placed on Ritalin.

At the same time I was labeled as "gifted" when I was in the first grade and have a 159 IQ. I am not bragging. I don't give a fuck, really. I have nothing to show for it.

I can be quite inarticulate at times, especially when I am nervous, which I usually am around people I don't know well. Thinking of what to say can be difficult. Small talk is a joke. I end up feeling dull and boring.

I have always been a misfit. I have never really fit in.... anywhere. I have issues with conformity.

So now I am 31 (will be 32 in Feb) and work a shitty job, wondering what the fuck I am going to do to achieve somewhat of a normal life before I get too old. It is sooooo depressing, man. I don't like where I am. I am an underachiever, big time. I can never seem to get the ball rolling.

My interpersonal relationships... the ones I have.... suck. I always end up around stupid, ignorant people who only know how to take advantage.

I think pot has held me back in a big way. Alcohol for that matter, too, though I don't drink as much as I used to. It seems like these days I cannot smoke because it's not even enjoyable and makes me focus too much on negative shit.

Paranoid? Yes.

I often come across bitter and depressed on these forums because I am. I see the world for what it is. It's a pretty fucking sad world. I find that ignorance truly is bliss... for most people anyway.

If I come across like an asshole sometimes, it's not because I want to. It's just the way I am. I am not going to change so that people have a favorable opinion of me. It really doesn't matter.

/rant

(I wrote this because I cannot sleep and need to vent. I feel like this is a TMI moment, but fuck it.)
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What happened with your music plans?

Aerianne · Dec 11, 2012

Pressed_Rat said:

Proud Aerianne one word my will to sustain
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Your "thread" to sustain...

r0llinstoned · Dec 11, 2012

bump !

r0llinstoned · Dec 17, 2012

bump

cynthy160 · Dec 17, 2012

Life doesn't always turn out as planned.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yqA9l71-LlY"]broken dreams - YouTube

Voyage · Dec 17, 2012

and sometimes not what you think it is.

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