sorry candy ,i was away from my pc ,i normaly have several things going on here at the same time x x x
Me, 6th grade. It was nasty I don't want to write about it in a forum. Don't mind talking about it in PM. Honestly it was even worse at home, by my mom. :|
I was back from visiting my fiancé's country one week and went into a fit of rage on my 80-year-old parents... embarrassing.. shameful, dumb, and pointless, and lacking in respect or meaning. But also true. We argued about her immigrating, and money. Anyway, I walked away but also decided I'd check in with our public health psychiatric hospital. I had made a threatening remark in rhetoric-mode, and though it wasn't meant literally, I found it rather distasteful of me and felt awful. So, I asked them to evaluate and when they did, I answered "No" I wasn't a threat to myself or others, but that I'd said x, y, & z. They placed a 72-hour hold on me and wouldn't allow me to go home even when my parents emailed saying everything was fine and all was forgiven. The hold was prolonged. They requested an additional 14 days of which I remained 'hospitalized' for 3. I was unable to communicate much with my fiancé, so I was in a hurry to be discharged. We didn't settle on which meds at first, I caught CoViD (which didn't feel like much of anything... I still have to quarantine for 10 more days), and finally this morning (6/10/2022 actually; now it's 6/11/2022...) was discharged, then picked up around 1:30 PM to go home where I now sit typing. Now, back on the outside I'm reacclimating to life. The time with my fiancé was enchanting. I don't know if she will stay with me, but I've proposed and encourage her to finish her degree and then if she chooses, start a life in America with me.
well, in terms of mental health, I'm totally pampered. As for the engagement, she's awfully young for all that. She might go in for it, but I cannot sense her enthusiasm and think I'm sort of dragging her along. So I've decided to leave her alone about it. She'll come if she wants to after graduation day.
an old flame of mine from back in the 70's who is in the old country has just mailed to say she is deep in pain and struggling up to her neck - we have always sorta kept in touch and many of my poems were about us but now I feel so helpless and unable to get to her - this is when life really sucks
You remind me of a dialogue by James Fraser in Outlander tv series..... Sorry and wish your friend recovery