Go to http://similarminds.com/ and take the personality disorder test. I agree with you on alot of things Orsino, but the entire problem is based on philosophical thought. I need things to by more physical so that I can see what is holding it back before I can do something about it, or figure out what to do. That also means we need to take things one at a time. The world is full of people with mental problems, nobody is an exception. That is something that we can't fix, because A) We don't know how. B) It'd be to damn difficult.
