lets talk about....

Idk hmm Any one wanna see some Mushrooms that I grew.


little baby mushrooms

 

They're pretty

 

2 days to eat a large!!! i eat a large in one sitting...... *fatcow, but a happy fatcow*

and yes at the energy thing! thats what its like with my alarm clock, i just hold it and stare at it and i talk to myself like 'its half 7, its on.. its on.. half seven.. on' and ill put it down, then i pick up back up and start all over again. it REALLY pisses me off!! and then i lie there and stare at it, and then i have to check it again...

 

ow.my.head

 

I hate alarm clocks. I usually wont wake up but count the beeps....guess its the bass player thing...I count fucking everything.

 

I trained my stomach to get smaller So I can only eat so much at one time xD I'm so weird, self CBT and self gastric belt FTW lolls

Ahhh *sigh of awesome relief* so glad that I'm not the only one about the energy thing... Thats why I find crystals so amazing, I was thinking of looking into them but I'm not sure if it will encourage my ocd?

That must be so fustrating when you're trying to get to sleep Try saying no to yourself. Physically and mentally stop your self from checking, I know its hard to do but over time you'll forget all about it Be firm xD I found that saying 'NO... Don't be silly... Fuck off!!' Then I'd say a number of incoherent 'fkof fkoff fkoffkof' at it Insult your ocd, make it feel small!!

 

Waaaaaaa I'm so sick of coughing. I've coughed up all my vital organs now *splutter* there goes my spleen. Booooooo

 

its alright, you dont actually need a spleen


and dragonnnnnnnnn, i canttttttt. although ive moved on from checking it so much, and now i can just look at the on button and be happy that its on. so i am getting there! and re the stomach strinkage.. i did that too, but then i ate alot again HAHA whoops

 

:O Spleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeen

SMELLEH YOU CAN DO THIS!!!!

Say no
Say no

Say FUCK OFF to it xD

I think I remember telling myself I was just being silly, and to stop being silly, because being silly is making me do all this which is silly!!

Find a way to say STFU to the alam clock Can you put an alarm on your phone instead of the clock? Or ask your mum or sister or someone to wake you up instead?

 

omg the cutest dread story of all times


(sleepy mispelled version but still adorable)
ok so i wss just talking to chevy (dylanchick0113) and her kids made her say hi and so chevy tells me how much they love me having not met me only talked on the phone and says that both of them had stolmy picture out of her albums to put in theyre own..
then she says cheyanne the older one took my picture to school to talk about me in show and tell and about rainbow gatherings and dreads

so after that the teachers call chevy over to ask her what a djimbe is and what dreads are..totaly clueless while chevy is standing right there ..all dready..
just goes to show ya that even an 8 (or is she 9 now) year old can teach a teacher a thing or two..the poor teachers didnt have a clue what shes talking about
damn i cant wait to get out there and see everyone

 

Lol cool man, kids are great, most of the time

 

theyre so cool everytime i call or amn im'ing chevy theyre like tell soaringeagle i love him..and theyre not likethat with most ppl....but they pretty much been family a long timeb4 raven could even talk..and i love you and i miss yiou were some of ther 1st things she ever said to me
theyre amazing

her ex chopped off theyre hair to spite her..then tried forcing the girls to say they were rednecks.. butthose girls are too strong, even at 5 cheyyane would stand up to him, hands on herr hips and just say..no im a rainbow..we were so proud of her

 

Cool man, its good that those kids are willing at such a young age to stand up for themselves, hopefully they continue on the path they seem so interested in now, when they're older. We need more youngin's out for love an' peace, too many now that hate everything, or seem to.

 

Morning all. How's tricks?

 

heya amy.
im tired.
its 3:45 am here.
im up because i start working graveyard shift on tuesday and i want to try to get used to being up till 8 am.
sigh...
the things i do for you jared...


edit: on the plus side, i learned how to make a peyote stitch! thanks chemigals for the tutorial link

 

Just coming up to midday here What work to you do?

 

^^ I wondered what you were doing online still. I thought it had to be pretty late where you are

 

i just started working as a baker at a tim hortons (its some sort of chain store that sells coffee and donuts and shit). its a super shitty job, but im quitting in a month or so
i chose graveyards b/c i can get full time that way.
i just need to save up enough gas money to get across the country and im outtie

 

morning everyone
today I am lil sleepy as we were out at my brothers gig last night which was realli good. Then my step-daughter woke me up at 6:30 to play the wii and colour.
I've been supa busy these days with day to day crud but I realli need to get a making for an art fare I have in 2 weeks! Geeeeez, I hope I get a piece done tonight and then one everynight till the day

 

afternoon people! im just at work surfing the net on me lunch break