I was first molested by a family friend that we all called our grandfather since my actual grandparents disowned my dad; and my new “grandparents “ took care of him through his later teens. My “grandfather “ asked to shower with me when we got out of a lake during a family reunion so I’d be clean for dinner. Anyways, he was smearing the tip of his stuff on my lips as if it were chapstick but I wouldn’t open my mouth so he turned me around and shot it down my backside. At 7 I willingly use to experiment with my close friends as kids do.. at 11 I allowed a 24 year old neighbor fuck me because he kept asking. He use to let me watch porn at his home which is how it began. It was mostly porn then he started wanting me to suck on his toes, nipples, balls and lick armpits. That was usually all we would do until one day he asked if he could fuck me and I wanted it just as bad so I agreed. That was the one and only time. Through my teens I use to meet with men online for fun/ money/ and random stuff. I always preferred older guys who were attractive, but now that I’m older and don’t seem to be relevant anymore I just prefer 5 years younger and 5 older than my current age. I can make exceptions.. Mostly I’m just aroused by black men. theres a lot of attractive young guys but I don’t like the thought of being with them sexually. It’s due to multiple factors including ego, attitude, body mass , and the obvious age gap makes me feel even older/ undesirable. I prefer to just masturbate and worship black kings
Heheh what are you willing to do for science? Cute picture btw of you 20 years ago with your son. He looks like u