I really hate to crush. To be captive in a brazen glance caught from the sidelines. To gnaw myself till I reach bone, when I see him standing by another. I sit in bedlam of the hours, rapt by how his beryl eyes reflect force, impulse and defiance. And as he pounces, squeezes my knee, draws on my nape, I quake for the impossible.
-infatuation- left me speechless for a moment! awesome stuff, girl! don't change a thing, this one's as perfect as can be
Our history is limited to prying glances and private monologues. But my random outburst, lax speech, and a recount of a humorous episode, inspired your attention. And you’ve just learned, I’m a prismatic paradox. I bundle up my intimacy away from proud strangers. But now I blossom, brave and naughty with frivolous charisma, class and foreign spice. So now you want to learn about my past and present, read iris memoirs, decode my secret words.
We stumbled upon one another at the crossroads of crosswords. I proposed a challenge, since I was awful cocky but only half decent. Declared you as my verbal rival. Although of course, we both knew it was a joke, made out of an attempt to tease intellectual urges and contact by proxy. But once we were snug, there was no use in censoring body language. Icebreakers have served their charm, and whetted our appetite.
In a dingy notebook, I’ve drawn a heart around someone strange and anonymous. I wrote about missing him, constantly. I wrote about every incident that struck a chord. Until one fine morning, (eye-openers come with sunrise) I woke up healed and indifferent. Baggage off my shoulders, gone at once. I’ve earned the right to be selfish, with a suitcase full of tribulations.
Intruder. Who are you? I caught you red-handed probing the cookie jar. Satisfying interest. I’m still a novelty. My mistake, unlocked the door. Open opportunity and plenty for you to steal.
When I wedge my crafty needles into the spines of the stagnated rabble, they fume but can’t retort. And I am tickled by all their useless, cooing babble. Too bad, I offer no pacifiers.
I read -curiosity- over the weekend, loved it thoroughly but was a little too, uh... out of it to comment at that time. So I'm back, and I loved this one... you really put a lot of yourself in your work and this one shows how talented you are at doing it. Your other new ones were just as good, and seem to flow right into one another... I'm tempted to suggest combining all of em and get an epic masterpiece kicking; that would be too cool. I enjoyed these thoroughly and am beginning to feel recharged, so many thanks to ya for sharing these!
curled up limbs, tucked in lips, half-dressed sitting, sifting through scraps of mental shots. each frame flashes, freezes and for a second I breathe damp autumn, and blink rare tears. conjure up more snapshots to recall, to evoke, fill in the gaps, pretend and conceal my symptoms of guilt.
Last time I saw you, you still wore a beige trench coat and a black beret, waving to us on a train platform. Back at home, you shuffled your shackled feet and whined and I imitated adult impatience and adolescent pride. Let’s get out of this musky abode with no heat or hot water for years, heaps of tinted papers on couches, and a creaking linoleum bothering me at night. I am cramped here. Let’s leave already. But he hides our documents. Then strings lies. Stupid attempts to stall us at the doorway. He’s crazy you know and look now he’s crying, and begging not to leave him alone. We desert him, kiss on the cheek and wave goodbye, then scurry down the stairs, huffing and venting. We run through the mist with our luggage, to catch the late train. We would never return again.
dedication continued... I didn’t write you out of vanity, selfish notions of isolation, “all that is not seen is nonexistent” And I’ve heard rumors, but was spared the involvement. Only a spectator, I speculated but offered little concern. Now expectations surface. But it’s a little late, and useless and kind of dirty to shout compassion. Feels insincere and wrong to glorify a loss which though it comes as a relief, it comes along with awkward.
As a little girl of no more than eight, I often strolled on balconies. Inhaling chill of dawn, while counting ornaments of raindrop beads on metal rails. Bird’s eye view, milieu on my palm, and I peeked at the drab faces of opposite buildings, wondering if our own facade looked just as grim and lifeless.
all of your dedications are exceptional, capturing sentiments I imagine most would have a difficult time expressing. The sincerity is tangible... those are some poems to be proud of, even if they're Hope all's well with you, and looking forward to more of this thread!
Tilted sun flirts with ceramic flowers. Wet apricot skin, makes taste buds buzz. X ray eyes, invade privacy. Rare humidity and unzipped mouths. Tongue tug-of-war. Pull me in for a rematch.
sore trachea, barking heat of lungs expel, expelling this septic enemy jammed air, shot vocal cords my temper shakes, claws at rib cage bars and walls, rips brittle sheath, to unleash a final roar.
Voices like fine powder circle round metro mound. Palms like translucent cloth, shield naked eyes. Centipedes dart back and forth, dodging beggars and heels.
Really like Trachea - brutal scratchy vocab - effective. Not sure about Immortality yet....let me ponder!