kind of annoying me

High school stuff? If it is, get a good job and just relocate, start over. Even so though you should tell somebody besides us you know.[/QUOTE]

oh yeah, all of that is long over with and did happen in high school. my first two years of college we were on again off again, and by that i mean i would get up the courage to leave him, then he would almost stalk me. i had a phone that had only one option for blocking numbers, and that was to either allow only my contacts i had stored or to block all the contacts i had stored, so i couldn't block just his number. so i would get messages CONSTANTLY telling me how sorry he was, how beautiful i was, how much he loved me, how he was lost without me, how he hurt over me, etc. if you have even a little feeling left for someone you can't help but feel pity for them when they talk like that. plus he had matched all of his classes to mine so i saw him everyday. like i said, if you even care about someone just a little you cannot go for a restraining order or something like that, which i should have.

i was 17 and stupid the one time he bruised me. he had grabbed me in play, in the classroom, and he was squeezing me way too hard and doing it harder and harder, even though i was begging him to please let go and telling him it hurt. finally i had tears in my eyes and he was still squeezing, until someone saw and said "dude, she's crying, you need to stop!" but i was a very stupid 17 year old. i thought i HAD to have a boyfriend and i thought i was too fat and ugly to be with anyone else. it was such a dumb situation but he's long gone and i have a way better life.