Yeah i don't have to take it but it's there in front of me i just do it non-stop, luckily when the health problems come in it makes you able to stop otherwise it'd be even grimmer.
Yeah true. I know a few people who aren't addicted to drugs but just addicted to going out and getting fucked up. It's weird how many forms it can take.
:rofl: What the fuck? I'm fortunate that for me my favorite drugs (psychedelics) are my least favorite to inject overall! I've definitely felt like a pin cushion a few mornings after ketamine and methylone use. The needle has such a ritualistic feel to it, the preparation is a high in and of itself.
@writer: sorry if I came across hostile. But I was just thinking about the title of this thread and you are presenting your experience as matter of fact when its just your experience and point of view. It came off pompous and irresponsible to me, in a thread about addiction I think its very important to personalize your experience with the drug rather than make absolute generalizations. I believe you still live with your parents? If so, I think makes it difficult for you to understand addiction. I'm not saying it can't happen under your parents roof but you do have support there. I had no parents or girlfriend to keep me in check, the only people I associated with really at that time were other people on ketamine, The k hole is what I found addicting, I'm pretty sure that's what Poly finds addicting, you act as all we did/do was do small lines and shit. I'm sure me making it sound dangerous and taboo comes off appealing to some but considering how many amazing psychedelics are available these days, ketamine is pretty lame when it comes down to it.
I blasted through 85+ grams of ket last summer and the only time I really stopped was was like 4 days when I got my urinary tract infection. Got put on meds, that went to schwagstock 4 days after being clean and getting better. Decided to do a bump, and within 30 seconds i sniffed a half g, followed by a couple more grams in the next 3 or so hours. Followed by 3.5-4.5 within a minute, causing an overdose. My POINT of this whole rant was just to say, the medical problems won't always stop you, by the end of schwag I had overdosed and couldn't piss worth a damn, my insides were swollen up and throbbing very hard and hurt like fuck and there was noticable blood in my urine again..haven't done k in a long time now though :bigcry: :hurray: MxE though..hahaha
Yeah my usage over the last few days prove health problems don't stop use but until you have fully blown k cramps and you're sniffing k then i'll clap my hands and say K is the the most evil shit going. With K cramps the pain is fucking unreal and you can't move, if you can make a line in that state then i'd be very surprised cos all i can force myself to do is go to the toilet and maybe play some games to try n keep my mind off it. The urinary injections are just really fucking annoying but i found a beer cures the feeling instantly 9/10 times, obviously NOT GOOD AT ALL but it works and in that fucked up state you'll turn to anything to feel ok.
Exactly, it's awful. It's like having bi-polar as an example as one minute i'm on top of the whole world, then im down and ill, then up. If i stop using i always feel great i just get into stupid usage patterns where i have k in my possession i won't go into great detail why i have it so often but it's not hard to work out.
poly, you are not alone. we are space kadets. do you feel like k is calling the shots? that's how i get, people will tell me to just stop, or how i have self control and can stop. all i can say as i prepare my .5g rail is, the k is calling the shots now, the k has been calling the shots. i feel very strongly about how i would rather die from using than stop. i don't know if that's my own thoughts, or the k giving me the thoughts...
Where do u get ketamine? Like it's really the only drug that's never in my area..I think it was around like once or twice in past 5 years. Should I look around at raves? Where's all the K at?
What sort of scene are you in? In the UK it's got really big so you can find it in pretty much any scene these days. Those at most electronic dance places it's in great amounts especially festivals, people go crazy for ketamine at festivals. I had 50g at this psytrance one last year it was all gone in 2 days and the second i got rid of it i needed more so i started shouting 'WHO'S GOT KETAMINEEEEEEEE!!!' someone replied in 2 seconds and i got more
Most places in the US, as far as I know, anyway, it's quite rare, and requires you being in a specific group of people who like throwing their life away into a hole of dissaciociation.
@ p0ly: I say this in the spirit of if youre gonna do it youre gonna do it. Your use sounds pretty excessive though, But if you are into ketamine you really should try im injection at some point. If possible like take a week off at least (or some extended period of time) before injection. its really a different trip imo, Alot of it is the same obviously but it just was different for me. I believe youre missing a big facet of the k experience if you've never injected it.
I'm pretty sure i am and i do want to inject it's just i only know one guy that does it and would be willing to do it and he's like 50-60 and doesn't live too near by. he's on youtube actually 'Mad hippy', he takes like 20 acid tabs on camera and tells stories about the time him and some guys took like 2000-3000 mushrooms, liberty caps. he always does a 60x salvia bong, pretty fucked up video but so is salvia.
