First half was popped about 15 minutes ago... Things seem a bit different, but that's probably just some sort of placebo effect because I've been anticipating this moment for a while. I've noticed that my heart rate has increased significantly I really feel like popping the other half, but I must wait... hold on, gotta drink some water... hm... I think this'll turn out ok. I feel happy. EDIT: Pills make me burp.
I tried smoking a cig, but I can't feel the smoke going into my lungs. It's annoying. I just outed it... I'll try again later. I feel happy and social. And this is only the beginning! Whoa, I just put out a cig on my tongue. cool.
Whoa, just smoked a cig and it's really starting to kick in... I'm feeling a bit dizzy, but overall it's good... I am happy, I am laughing at everything. Maybe I should pop the other half now?
Just took second half... finished the first bottle of water. I am feeling mellow and poetic. It's all good. All you need is love. I feel like talking, carrying on a conversation. I have quite a bit to say. I just keep rubbing my arm and chest, touch feels pretty good. But it's not sexual at all, merely sensual.
lol, I wish you were here too, I need to talk to someone. I feel unusually social and happy. I have not been grinding my teeth at all surprisingly enough... this is not very mind-blowing... should I expect it to pick up a bit soon?
Sounds like everything is going good and you're experiencing the love effect e has. Remember to drink water every once and a while. It probably will pick up with the addition of the second half or it may stay the way you are now for a while. It depends. Pills peak differently.
Maybe...the first time I did it (the only time, I guess), I just sat in the park with a friend and talked about a bunch of shit till 3 in the morning. We kept rubbing each other... I bet we looked stupid. Go outside and look at the moon! That was my favorite part.
WHOAOAA! there we go! yeah, this kicks ass, I feel like hugging someone! this is amazing. Wow. It hit me like a ton of bricks. A wave of euphoria and "It's amazing"ness just washed over me. So tranquil and natural. I love this. I love everything. Nothing could ruin this. Wow. Someone talk to me. I think I'll smoke another cig...I feel the jaw tension a bit now.. but who cares, I've got gum, water, whatever I need.
I am floating... I feel wonderful... that's the only word to describe it... wonderful. I wish my girlfriend was here. SHe'd love this. I should ask her if she wants to try this sometime later on. Wow, I can't believe I've been missing this my entire life. I am enlightened. I'm going to smoke a cig now. zooming in and out. wow. I love this. rushing. wow. I just got up and danced. I need to pee.
ow, headache. bad one, I jussed pissed, and the headache is in the back of my head, real weird. I am peaking, it's so cool, I think I'll do this again sometime. it's wonderful. Moving is so easy and fluid. I just danced for ten minutes... liquid rave. Someone please IM me because I feel like talking, I was just talking to myself. I love this. Someone please talk to me, I'm lonely and I want to share this glorious awakening with someone. I feel like communicating, E is beautiful, I think these pills were straight=up mollies, or maybe since this is my firsat time it is magical and wonderful... I love this. Someone share this with me.
Just finished dancing. I lvoe dancing, it moves so nice. I dance in the style of liquid rave and right now I have a headache but I dont' care since I am looking at hte pain objectively. I am typing so fast. PLlelelaaasese IM me, on aim or MSN. I lovee you all time to smoke another cig.
feels like I might throw up again.. I'll be right back wow, I did throw up. It feels good. I'm listening to Pink FLoyd: Echoes. It's beautiful. Good thing I dind't clean that barf up right away because there was more. I love this, despite the headache I have. I hope I throw up again.. I am touching myself.. my arms, chest, It feel wonderful.
I am loved up. I am changed. I am a better person. I am talking with someone on MSN and I barely know them but I am madly in love with them. perhaps I should clean up the barf. My dad will suspect something if there's a pile of barf on the ground in the morning. I love you. I spit out my gum while purging. All the evil is gone. I need to chew on something... maybe I'll have another smoke I love you.
I am everything but I am nothing. I think I'll smoke a bowl now. and a cig. damn, that's three cigs in a half-hour I'm crazy. ZGood crazy. Someone IM me, anyone, I dont' care.