i just started blurting out the feelings and this is how it came: Dually challenged in different worlds Its never been easy to leave hell Destruction, lifes demise The power in my hands is crippling. Completely deteriorated Is everything Ive had Crawling closer to the dark; into the hiding hole, a place reserved for utter remorse Punishing and relieving all thoughts from the past No pause, or stop no break nor cessation from life. Always going, each day better, each day worse Wishing and hoping -- no use at all Now towards the light where actions ensue Life, Death, Heart, Anger, Love, Cry, Hope, Fail, Try
this is great to read how passive you seem with all the emotions you dealing with i enjoyed reading this alot it gave me a sense of movement in your heart and i felt uplifted as i read .. love n peace from saff i hope you heal soon....