Yes. I get jealous. I don't like it when I do but it happens. I get jealous of people who have more freedom than I do. Who have breaks from their children and have some time to themselves. I get jealous of people who have talents where I am still searching inside myself to see if I have any at all. I used to be very jealous of Bill and the women he works with but that has healed. I trust him now where as before I didn't. I know he's loyal to me. Jealousy is a horrible feeling. It's like a disease eating at the heart and the brain.