Jealousy

uh oh!

*sits back to enjoy.

 

well, not right now, cuz I'm busy doing other shit, but you just wait.

 

i have a baby shower to go to and i need to drop my daughters friend off at softball practice.......so uhm, could you kind of wait until i get back.... should be home about 2ish.. dont wanna miss the fun ya know?

 

can't make any guarantees on anything....the pot call could come at any moment, and that would be the end of all this fucking misery.

 

sometimes... I know I shouldn't, it's over silly stuff. I don't say anything at the time, because I know it'll dissipate and it's really not worth mentioning. Silly things like talking about ex-gf's and saying the sex was amazing, or commenting on how attractive someone is (unattainable people like celebrities don't really bug me, people in real life kinda do). I really don't like feeling jealous though, it's a little painful and quite uncomfortable

 

girls are pathetic and crave what? attention? that's why he does it

of course he's nice, and speaks his mind. i wouldn't have married him otherwise. i'm having a bad day

 

exactly.. he just does it to.. be nice. no harm.

so you live in a yurt? i'm jealous

 

only for about a month, in the summer. otherwise we just live in a plain old house.

you realize it's that foot pic that gets him going

 

ooh a month more than me


yes the foot pic.. ahahaha i'm amazed at how many people LOVE feet.. i thought i was the only one for the longest time

 

Jealously is one of the things that I dislike about myself. I get jealous way too often. Not of anything like clothes or lifestyles or anything, more in the boyfriend area. Like the other day, this girl my boyfriend is sort of friends with who works at one of the bakeries, gave him a cookie for free and it annoyed me so much. I really need to move beyond petty crap like that.

 

i get jealous in relationships all the time... i let most things slide coz i know its stupid and i always get shitty at myself for feeling jealous in the first place.

but damn sometimes i just wanna smack a bitch

 

jealosy is like gambeling ... im not that way..... but ive seen it grow in some people , into an overwhelming irrational compulsion or obsession , destroyin all kinds of stuff n negateing a lot of possibilities .