Jake and the CHATman

sucks to hear tns, but at least he had a long life.

just finished registering for all of my courses for the fall, i'm ridiculously excited. i also found the 2 books i need for one of my classes at my local library, so i grabbed them today, figured i'd give them a look and see what kind of stuff i'm going to be studying in september.

 

i've applied and then not gone a couple of times over the past few years, because i felt like that. this time though, i fell in love with the school and with the program, and i'm actually really looking forward to going.

actually, things are going pretty well for me lately. i've realized that getting a lot of exercise helps with both my anxiety and my arthritis. i had assumed that physical activity would make my joints hurt more, but it actually seems to be the opposite.

 

i did this a couple of times. thinking I should go skydiving a little to remove some anxiety I currently have ... nothing like jumping out of an aluminum can to remove all doubt and fear in yourself...
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z9_Hjw1ZHN4"]Blackhawk Helicopter 82nd Airborne Rigger Proficiency Jump - Spc. Buczko 05August1999.mpg - YouTube

 

those horses are so pretty.

its gonna be a long hot day here.

 

Heights scare me never could skydive

 

im not scared of heights, im afraid of falling from them. cant do tall buildings, im too sensitive, i can feel them swaying. dont like to fly anymore, i used to love it. im terrified of driving, though i do have my permit. i could drive just fine if there were fewer (as in no ) people on the road, its them that scare me.

i like being safe and secure. my house is my castle, my fortress against the world. you could not pay me to skydive. nuh uh. no way. not happenin.

 

I am so sorry to hear this. Know that you gave him a good life and a good death. It is so hard to lose our fur friends. They are like family and give unconditional love. You will feel like you are missing an arm or a leg for a while. Take care of yourself.

RIP Toto.

 

the current problems in my life are because other people dont drive, or climb ladders. I shit you not.
Im surrounded by girls.
cant make any progress with family or future family cause its a taxi cab service and nothing gets done construction wise unless Im doing it. Im exhausted by others that dont actually live in a house but rather a condo. I either need to break up with my gf and get away from her and her family because its slowing me down. this bitch keeps saying she wants to move out, but it actually their redheaded step child that does all the running around for them. alcoholic family of douchebags. the fucking brother inlaw always has these fucking parties on friday. ,but no work on getting my gfs stuff out the garage , since 2yrs now. she lives in the basement like a slob and its disgusting to be there anymore. beer bottles and boxes everywhere.. trash piled up like you wouldnt believe from people with their so called class. I live in cracktown in a big house. all I do around here is work., ITs annoying when this family is basically in the way of our progress with our relationship.. those cocksuckers went to the caribbean an dont even have a proper working frigidaire. nice ass house with flies and ants all around.. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HjVeazhEug0"]DMX- Ya'll gonna make me lose my mind/Party up - YouTube

 

Orison, that is not funny, but as usual you are able to make me literally Laugh Out Loud. and that is one of my fav "tunes"....Ya'll gonna make me lose my mind"...up in heah....

On a much sadder note, my heart goes out to you, TNS. There are no words or nothing that will ease the pain. (Xanax, for brief moments, won't hurt though.) Only time helps. Sometimes our fur companions come back to us in dreams (I think) to let us know they are ok.

 

Thanks everyone. It helps to know that you all care enough to offer your condolences. I love you guys:grouphug:

 

a friend died this morning

fucking cancer

 

Sorry to hear(read) that. Were you two close? What kind of cancer? Sorry if I'm being too nosey. My condolences.

 

oh, i climb ladders just fine, i can get on roofs (rooves?) just fine. but if you come anywhere near the bottom of the ladder i will fucking brain you. my uncle moved a ladder under me once, now no one is trusted. as long as i am in control of how high i am i am ok. theres a road called "oh my god" by the locals, its a switchback dirt road, down a mountain, barely 2 cars wide (yield to uphill traffic). no guardrails for 90% of it. sheer drop, unless you are impaled by the trees. i fucking hate that road in a car, but if i was walking i would be fine.

 

no links inthe reply box are working...the quiklinks dont fuckinwork

wtfh?


edit works...quotes dont

 

Everything on this side works

 

not real close but im the type that feels it hard

originally brain tumors then it got into everything else

 

Sorry to hear about your loss TNS... Beautiful dog.


Same goes out to you BBAD... cancer is a rough one.

 

That was my dad had brain tumors then spread sorry yo hear that bbad

 

Tyrsonswood did you ever get that mower running?

 

pease accept condolences from me

nope...no links are working for me atm

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