I;ve read the posts by folk where they ask "what should I do?", "Where should I go?", and the like. When, my lecture is.... get off your ass and just do it! I had the problem for years, decades even. Letting other people get in my way. Well, no more. Last week I earned my high school diploma. I am 47 years old, and I earned it. Work with me or get the hell out of my way. Next, associates degree. I have a doctorate, but it's an honorary gig. if anything. So my suggestion is... GET OFF YOUR ASS and just get it done! Screw society, they aren't here for you, they don't care. So quit caring for them and quit letting them run your life. And start. Not anything specific, just start something. Be patient, because the truth will come out and you can set your heading them.