it's february 2nd?

January felt like an eternity for me. Seems like New Years was months ago. I can't wait for summer though.

 

yeah im the most sober stubborn person ever.

it's for my own good, though. Smoking would indeed chill me out, but just while im smoking. As soon as I wasnt i'd be back to my same self, except worse.

all I know is that I have many hard things going on right now that I want to deal with in a way i'm gonna be proud of. and I wanted to start that in jan. And now it's feb..and fuck you time, going so fast.

 

I find the months stretching farther and farther as I begin to realize whats goin on in the world

 

febraury 3rd and all is well!