It's against my moral character

I've been a Christian for most my life, but I never accepted jesus' sacrifice and suffering. To gain eternal life by allowing another to suffer and die is against my moral character.

 

I never knew my older sister who died from a brain tumour when she was 4.
God does not exist.
My mum vastly agrees with me more than this. God is the biggest f'ing ...everything bastard ever.

 

That's life ... That's what all the people say. Flying high in April, shot back down in may. I've been a puppet a poet a pawn and a king I've been up and down over and out and I know one thing.

That's life ... Has nothing to do with a God who doles out reward and punishment. Can't blame God when life's like that ya know?

 

And yet it doesn't matter anyone says, because your religion tells you some mythical supreme being will give you eternal heaven.
Meanwhile religions kill and slaughter people in the name of their gods.
Shrug! yea sure, I'm the evil one for not being a believer an anal prober for alien experiments..

 

They came, or some came to enslave the human race. Others are cool, and others just pick the brain. On the larger horizon, the universe is with us, but there's a weeding process that comes during these times of gathering.

Umm, there's a lot of useful things in religion too. Sometimes they're difficult to see or understand. Lots of snares and traps and tares and weeds we gotta get through to get to the good stuff. Some don't have a thing to do with any of them. I myself had no choice, so I ciphered my way through with a fine toothed comb. Crazy little thing called love, wait ... Should that be life?

 

Yep.
Stargate SG-1
Star Trek TNG
Both of those explain certain ways of life extremely well in terms of mythology and faith.
Doesn't take a simple mind either.
If I was born with half a brain back then I'd be an absolute f'ing god of a woman.

 

You may already be. It's funny or not so funny really the way dictatorships and tyranny run rampant among the ranks. It's a power play. It always has been, which is another reason I'm going solo soon and backwood bound. I get tired of the power plays and forced this that and the other, and it's a struggle anyway do why the hell not? The Piper calls us all home in the end. May as well get out the way so they can do what they do. Resistance is futile. My money your money their money all used against you know who. It's crazy, but like a phoenix we'll rise from the ashes after the fact. The struggle sucks but no one said life was easy. It's about survival for all, but some still see themselves holding the reigns.