Since embracing my like of both pussy and cock recently I’ve noticed I’ve been extra turned on. I’m 44 in decent shape, do CrossFit and eat pretty clean for the last few years. Never felt this way until I said I like both. It’s not a bad thing but man, not only am I looking looking at a woman with a nice butt and boobs but guys crotches as well. I really don’t find men attractive like a curvy woman but I admit cock and the act of messing with a guy is a huge turn on. It’s also kind of amazing how I can notice guys that are either gay or bi. Guys that have been in my vision for a while but never noticed them. Can other gay men or bi men tell who else is like them? Am I gonna get caught dick watching? Ha ha. I honestly have caught myself peaking while taking a piss in a public urinal.
I believe it's referred to as ones "gay-dar". Not every man puts out a signal that can be picked up. I've always been and always will be attracted to women. The curve of her hips and ass, the fullness of her breasts, the lusciousness of her lips, that twinkle in her eyes when she smiles, and her smooth, silk-like skin. I make love to a woman...I want to reach and touch not just her body but her mind and soul as well. With a man it's just sex! My attraction towards men is nothing close to my attraction towards a woman. With a woman it's her entire body whereas with a man my attraction is focused mainly on his cock. I've found myself many times checking out their crotch and wondering...once in a urinal I got a peek and was caught as he smiled and replied "You like what you see?"...I smiled back. Within the hour his cock was in my mouth. My lust for pussy has been high and constant since the age of 13 and is still constant today at the age of 55. However, my level of lust for cock has changed throughout my lifetime. For ten years (age 26-36) I occasionally hooked up with other men to receive oral and began to enjoy giving oral. From age 36-46 I couldn't seem to get enough cock to satisfy my cravings while also enjoying the sex life I had with my wife. Then all of a sudden my cravings for cock diminished a good bit after my divorce at the age of 48 to my present age of 55. It's gone in cycles for me personally. But, my current wife knows of my past and has accepted it as we presently have a shared male lover we've invited into our sex lives from time to time. NO, it's not just you Sigma94...There are many of us with the same thoughts and desires running through our minds.
Yeah, I get it. I have always seen myself as a straight man, and I have been in a relationship with a woman for 6 years now. After a few years together we started to ocasionally talk about trying bisexual experiences, and it was always a big turn on for both of us. This eventually led to me experimenting more with my own body, and recently I started to test myself with gay porn, dick pics and so on (my favorite so far are blowjob videos from the giver's perspective). I found out that even though I still prefer my girl and her body over pretty much anything else (including other girls), sucking cock is one of my biggest sexual fantasies. Knowing this gave me the nerve to look into the mirror and admit to myself that I am a bisexual man. And the funny thing is that this whole process made me feel more comfortable with my own body, and ultimately improved my sex life with my girlfriend. It's ironic that admiting that I also like cock made me enjoy a woman's body even more, but it's true. And I guess that's the same kind of thing you're going through right now. Exploring your own body and your own sexuality is exciting, it opens new doors and gets you horny AF.
