So my wife recently left me... like 3 months ago.... but now she has a new boyfriend and she said that they have sex now... she went on to say that sex with him is the only time that she has ever came during just penetration... He has more experience, she was number 10 for him but the the only girl I have ever been with. But she has also been known to say what she thinks will cut the deepest when she is trying to hurt someone. I have been over seas for 9 months now, stationed in korea, and in that time she has lost over 75lbs... some doctors say that can have an effect on sexual pleasure, but still... Even though I have always been able to get here off with my mouth, it kinda bothered me when she said that he's better... When she wasn't mad at me she said that I'm bigger than him, and I don't think I'm "big" (6.5'' long 5.5'' round) but she later went on to say that he was bigger when she was mad at me... So I don't know... Am I just being crazy right now by worrying about this?
That saying, absences make the heart grow fonder, is totally shit! She is breaking your heart. I bet if you didn't have any contact with her, she would contact you, then you can move on..cos it won't hurt like it does now!