Introduce yourself

I'm James!

I'm 16 and i live in Perth, Western Australia -
Soon to be living up north in coastal city of wonderful Darwin!

 

I'm Andy.

I live in Houston, TX. Most definitely not a closet case, I've been out for many years. I'm a hipforums and myspace whore lol. but i do have a life too, dont get me wrong. i love hanging out with my friends, i'm almost never home. but i have to come home every now and again to take care of my kitty (yes, i'm obsessed with my Biggums).

 

Im MatthewShane. I live in TN. I am 24. I jus stumbled upon these forums as of recent and hopefully this will be a place for me to come and pass the time at work. For some reason it luckily is not blocked I am gay and lookin to meet friends and cool dudes..for chat or whatever. When Im at home. Im on myspace http://www.myspace.com/matthewshane
Feel Free to add me guys. Much love

 

Hello everyone!

My name's Ben, and I just stumbled upon this forum tonight. I'm 18 years old, but haven't 'come out' yet, although I am 100% certain that I am gay, despite having never had a partner. I'd really like to meet a nice guy though - although I don't think I'm particularly attractive. I've come out to many people online, but haven't told my family yet (seems little point until I've got a boyfriend). I think that they suspect that I may be gay though.

I live near to Manchester, so I was thinking that maybe a visit to Canal Street was probably the best place to start, because I really want to get out there and have some fun.

 

would my wild and wicked ambitions also be welcome here

 

Im in love with the word wicked.

 

Hey, I am from Washington, and I am in the closet still, or currently slowly coming out to people. I have told my three best friends and my mom that I'm gay, but I'll be telling more soon. I am looking for a supportive environment where I can meet other gay people--make some friends (cuz I have zero other gay friends, and it'd be great to talk to someone about these kinds of things). I like to play video games, listen to music, and hang out with my friends. I'm also a dedicated student and am attending college next year (I'm eighteen by the way)

 

Hey, my name is Keith, i am from western australia and my gay identity is hidden outside of the internet. I am very open minded and this is my first forum i searched for and participated in. I guess i wish to use a forum to comfort myself by hearing gay stories and also question and find answers to what i encounter as a gay. I wouldn't mind meeting other gay people and making some friends who know the other side of me. I guess i'll appear young and unexperienced to most people as im only turning 16 this year but i hope it wont make much of a difference. Looking forward to surfing this site and seeing what it has to offer ^^ feel free to PM me.

 

how u doin'

 

Im Adam, 16, from England WHOO!!!!
what do i like doin'? just enjoying life really!!!!!

 

Hey People.
I am not gay. I'm 34 yrs old and single. I live in a Special Care Home, because I have lost all my ambition, and I'm dependant on anti-depressants, anti-anxiety pills, and anti-psychotic pills. Confused? I'll clerify. I was born with a very small penis, but was lucky enough to still have had sex with women my whole life; except the last seven years. I'm not one of those guys who doesn't realize that he's gay, and is confused about his sexual orientation. There's no question in my mind; I'm straight. However, I've never been much of a good experience to women sexually. I always had to appoligize, because also having a small dick, I had no stamina; two minutes tops. There is no question about it, I was the world's worst lay.
Ever since I can remember, I've always been a bit picky on my clothes. I didn't regularly wear rags, but I wasn't a metro-sexual either. I'm a T-shirt and jeans guy. I seriously messed up my life for good in 1995. I had no self esteem, and I felt skinny at 6 ft and 160 lbs. So not doing any research, and with no clue to what I was doing, I turned to Anabolic Steroids. I gained 15 lbs within two months, then stopped taking roids thinking that my muscle mass was permanent; stupid me. I left for college, leaving behind my then girlfriend. After about three months, I started losing muscle mass, strength, and started looking like an Aids victim. All my friends abandoned me because they didn't understand what was happening to me. I could no longer bear to look at myself in the mirror, and people would walk in an obviously evasive way around me, so they didn't have to meet my eyes. I really felt like the loneliest person on Earth, and I lived only inside my tormented mind. Some people, on a few occasions, made me feel like shit under their shoes; they said I was gay. I used to be a little homophobic because I didn't understand gays. But after being treated like one, I developed an understanding for gay people. After suffering like one, I could no longer discriminate against them. Gay people have to suffer the jokes and hatred that people throw at them, and are expected to be successful in a world that doesn't want them here. I tried to kill myself just before completing my final year of college. After I fell, I got up and dusted myself off, then finished school.
I returned home to my family, but I was still in a world of my own. I spoke jibberish, and my family couldn't understand me. After another few suicide attempts, I got psychiatric help and was medicated to balance the chemicals in my head. I put on weight; went up to 270 lbs. I moved from one Special Care Home to another, and finally settled where I now live. I lost 35 lbs and I feel alright. And I have come to terms that I'll probably remain single for the rest of my life. No normal woman would accept a broken down half-man like me. The women who I'm attracted to, are not attracted to me, but the women I want nothing to do with, try to pick me up. It's torture to have to explain my situation, and have to turn down these women. They don't like rejection anymore then men do. The steroids shrank my penis and testicals. I have almost no sperm production. I lost about 90% of my sex drive. And I have significant erectyle dysfunction. The only thing I have that is close to sex is watching women masturbate in videos that I get off the internet. I masterbate, and it's over in less than a minute. I only get the urge to masturbate about once per month; quite a difference than before 1995, when I craved sex once every second day.
I live in a Special Care Home, isolated from the world of responsibilities and people who don't understand my situation. They see me without a woman, and not pursuing any woman, and they conclude that I must be gay. I get so angry that I can easily see myself kick some serious ass. But I don't want to go to prison, where anal rape is a must. I don't understand how anal sex can excite anyone, whether you're the giver or the receiver. I tried it once with a girlfriend, and it felt disgusting. To finish, and to explain why I'm so fucked up in the end. My mother was sexually molested and beatten by her perverted father from the age of 12 to 16. Also, my father was sexually molested by a Catholic priest when he was an altar-boy. I was never molested or abused by my parents, but I'm the product of two parents who were. So when everything is said and done, I just wanted to let the gay community know that not everyone in this weird world is an ignorant asshole.

 

Howdy, I guess I am a newbie here. I am 19 and am a gay male. I like Films and I really want to become a film director. I am also very interested in Pro Wrestling, especially Ring of Honor, which in my opinon is the best wrestling organization in the US today. I also like to read comics, novels, mangas, and lots of other things, and I like to play video games especially the Zelda and Mortal Kombat games. Well that's all I gots to say about me.

 

Hello, yeh I am a head love concert fests camping out.. shows.

looking for interesting people that like to do the same things..

lived mostly in ca.. but in central nj.. and getting a second place in philly..

 

Hi, my name is Robbie i am from south carolina i am 17, i am a closet gay, nobody knows im gay even though i have a few gay friends from school but i dont really feel like it just yet. The reason why i joined this forum is it seemed to be a very nice group of people. I hope to meet some nice people.

 

hi, I'm Brian. just turned 42. live in arkansas (anyone comming to the meeting?). live in the country and own my place. just looking to meet nice people and eventually 1 or 2 guys to spend life with. have a big garden. love to collect records, comics, antiques. thinking seriously of trying a communal living system... any ideas?

 

got you attention!

just thought i would say hello! i have been away from hipforums for so long!

all you homos leave me a reply

 

haha what?

 

hello hello

 

My name is Alberto but people call me Al and I'm from Venezuela, very nice to meet all of u here

 

Hi my name is Fafner, and Im from Florida