I'm attracted to women, but I find a hard cock to be very arousing. I have wanted to suck a dick a long time, but I'm nervous about meeting a stranger online and getting an std.
That’s a dynamic thats not easy to manage. My experience is that most men with the same desires hook up a lot. That makes the worry of an std a real one. It took a long time to find a guy that was only interested in one guy to satisfy his urges. So it is possible. i went on a on line dating site and chatted with guys to fine someone I am compatible with.
That's always a risk and possibility. When I was browsing Craigslist for hook-up's I always leaned towards the married guys, but even that's not a guarantee. I actually had very good luck and met some 25-30 really cool guys for mutual oral. Half of them were simply once and done guys but the other 1/2 became regular suck buds. I'm just like you, I'm attracted to women and having sex with them but also get cravings to suck a nice cock from time to time. His cock is all I'm attracted to. I get a lot of satisfaction from sucking a guys cock and balls while hearing his vocal sounds of pleasure while watching his cock disappear inside my throat. My wife and I have a shared male lover that we suck off together.