Hi, Ive wrote many posts on her regarding my girlfriend and our fantasies. I love her but it's not a fully happy relationship. Problem is that the girl I love and always loved from when first met is her best friend. I was so close to her as my current girlfriend came onto the scene. It's been 4 years and a son later now but now and again she stays over for late night sesh and my girl alnost always goes to bed early and leaves us alone downstairs. I think it's so mutually obvious that we like each other and truth is I love her. Always have. But every time we've had hours together we talk about things and eventually end up talking about sex and what we like doing to our partners and give each other advice on how we both like to be pleasured. She's only been with him few months. The amount of chances I've had and been the perfect gentleman. I sometimes think that the nice guys settle and im missing out on true happiness. I think she knows it would have been us but I took the wrong path. Only my son is the glue in my current relationship.