in a cave with an elder

dmt at age 16 >[

 

yeah my friend had some and offered it to me for relativly cheep...there was next to no psycadelics around my town and there was no end to the drought in sight. i felt ready (i had been mentaly preparing for a trip for a while) and after i prepared further for this one specificaly and talked to some people who had done DMT i went for it

 

so lucky

i was offered 3 hits of dmt last summer for 20 bucks and i didnt have cash on me at that moment

still regret it

 

have you had the opertunity to try it yet? besides that unfortunate happening of corse

 

nah i havent, i have a shitty job at the moment so im low on funds

but soon im going to get some mimosa bark and have a go at the extraction, should be interesting

 

i wish you luck with that...the bark and financialy. tough times right now.

dmt is the only thing around here (again!) and i dont wana abuse it so im just sticking to grass.

 

I had a teacher appear to me the first time on LSD.

But all he did is sit there and wink, and then show me some palaces.

Whenever I've seen him since, he just sits there.

This seems kind of uneventful, but I got so much information and understanding from just that one wink. Just one sight of him sitting the way he does, it is so distinct and comes with so much energy that I don't even need to talk.

Atleast I haven't thus far.

Your teacher is both you and not you. Simultaneously, when you hold in your mind that he is you, or that he is he, these both feel sort of odd, don't they? But when you hold in your mind both your form and his form superimposed on each other, this always to me felt more correct.
If there is one truth that has been impressed upon me extensively it is that all truth is paradoxical.

 

very good!

 

haha make that double for me

 

oh my god, exactly!!!!!!!

the most crazy thing about the universe is that when you distill it to its essence...

it's always a paradox!

It's like the ultimate cosmic joke

"You" don't even need to exist...so be grateful for the experience!