Well, I will chime in and say I am happy for you that your sex drive is returning. I know that all these pills and stuff can effect us in many ways! I recommend staying off all that shit! No need to be embarrased about your sexual desires and fantasies! We are all human, and all love sex! There is NOTHING wrong with that, and the sooner we come to accept eachother and our SEX, the happier we'll be! I'm sure you're ass can't be so bad, though exercise is ALWAYS a good idea... show us a pic or two, sister! Love and Light, Joshua