I'm seriously horrible, ugh!

I destroyed my best friends heart, and now he hates my guts and makes it publicly visible. I want my best friend back, and I want to take back everything I did wrong, fuck I'm stupid.

 

Care to explain more? sorry for your loss

 

I went to camp for a month and our friendship fell apart completely. I just wasn't thinking at all about how the things I do at camp affect people back home.

 

Still pretty vague, what things do you do at camp that effect people?

 

Did you have an affair on some reality show?

 

/Fixed


Or is that movie too dated now fo jokes like that to work

 

YOU are horrible? dont think that, for you are reading a post from Creampie, queen of the horrible....doing things that make people turn in their grave. Dont feel alone.

 

and now that you know how horrible you are maybe you could try to change yourself?

 

shoulda kept your fucking mouth shut

.everyone knows what happens at camp............

btw....how old are you?

 

Ironically, it was band camp.

 

If thats true, one things for sure...someone blew something

 

Hahaha. That made me laugh

It actually wasn't even anything sexual.

I just completely neglected a friendship during camp.

Then I didn't try to revive it after camp.

I just let it die.

And I'm ashamed.

 

:2thumbsup:

Well, live and learn... friends are probably the most valuable thing you can have in this life.

 

fed him too many fried foods?

 

"it is better to have tried and failed, than not to have tried at all"
To try and be rebuked shows acknowledgement
Not to try shows a degree of cowardice
- Or maybe you didn't care enough in the first place?
I'd muse upon that before deciding your next course of action... or lack of it

 

There is usually a reason people from your past didn't make it to your future. If he can't forgive you, was he really that close of a friend? Hope it all works out the way you wish it would....