I'm scared as hell!

Dont sit around worrying, that allows your mind to create things.

Just stop doing stupid shit. This is not a good time of your life to be using and experimenting with drugs. You control the outcome, don't make life harder for yourself than it already is.

 

Next time, when you get to the 4th plateua, take 5 grams of nutmeg, smoke a bowl of salvia 5000x, drink some purple drank, eat 12 ephedrines, breathe in some gasoline, hit a nitrous baloon, and eat a bag of morning glories. Shit is awesome man

 

I wanna know where to get THIS shit!!

 

Wow. Get a life. How pathetic.

 

I dont see how this helps anything

 

Fuck you, all I did was experiment and make a post about what happened.

 

haha.

getting fucked up blacking out and pissing yourself the night before you have to see your PO is pretty dumb dude, no offense.

 

Drinking cough syrup and pissing yourself because you're so messed up is beyond experimentation. It's beyond stupidity for that matter.

 

It was stupid, but I think we have all done stupid shit.

The thing that matters is if you learn from it.

 

Next he'll move on to taking whole bottles of baby tylonal and sniffing markers.
It's beyond stupid you seek to find a new lame high every night. Either be sober and live your pathetic little life,
or go to jail and learn to like buttsex.
It seems you have chose the latter... you may as well call you PO and tell her you are hopeless.

 

ditto.

I can't speak for anyone else, but I know I've done lots and lots of really stupid shit.

The bad thing is that most people don't learn anything from their own direct experiences nowadays. They don't know how, they need someone to tell them what to learn from it.

 

Actually there is an entire subculture surrounding dxm, I believe its a cough suppresant in low doses and powerful dissociative in high doses.

It's not a new high, and there is plenty of stuff about it online which is probably what he read and then decided to try it himself.

But its toxic and stupid to consume, kind of like you know, alcohol.

 

I wasn't meaning to dis DXM usage- its him in particular. He has posted since he got on probation about seeking ways to get high - from one thing or another without going to jail, since he can't smoke. Its pathetic he can't be sober long enough to straighten up and stay out of jail

 

Yeah thats a whole other issue

I would definitely try to do something about that if it were me, like intense exercise

 

That's definitely true

 

Its not just different ways of getting high. I heard about DXM on this forums and used the guide in the drug sections to figure out what I was doing. I just thought I would try it and see what would happen, I COULD stay sober but when there is the option of doing a drug I'd most likely go for it. And its not like I knew I was going to have a bunch of embarrassing stuff happen to me, I was just seeking a new experience.

 

in all fairness you DID receive ample fair warning, AND resources which extolling the dangers of the drug along with other items.

 

Dear pushit:

I would like you to get a grip, but:

I dont know what is IS about CDA. When I spent time there, all the kids were like you no exceptions. Seems theres no changing that, since the lifestyle is inherent. If you want to SUCCEED, stop doing shit like that.

 

I don't plan on doing it again, I just don't understand what all this negative feedback is about. Yes I did do a freaky drug and yes I did it at a dumb time but its not like I expected things to happen the way they did. I thought I would just have a nice time listening to music and go to bed around 12, I had no idea all that crazy shit would happen.

 

Ever tried being sober???Serious question.
You're fucking 17 -Do ya think you could go a nanosecond without being high,trashed of fucked?
Perhaps at the very least before scheduled meetings with your PO?
Ya know, maybe for the sake of staying out of jail while you are 17 AND already on probation.