i know this is really strange, but i had the perfect childhood because of the olsen twins. really good. the thing is..i never wanted to grow up. i was so happy being a child. so happy. it was so good. i loved toys, i loved my friends. then my parents moved away. now with the people i can't even tell who's a child and who's not. it's strange.
I'm sorry to hear that you are feeling this way. You may want to try seeing a counselor if you haven't already. You might also want to visit a site like www.suicideforum.com for advice and support. We can try to support you here, but this site is more dedicated to free speech than it is to helping people who are suicidal.
Get two journals: in one write down what you see as being an adult ( 18+) and the other what you see as being a child (0-12). Then through in your own age and a sudden realization as to the answer you seek and how you need to act should be clear. Neverland Ranch only worked for one person.
I think I can understand you... I have a little bit of a fear of being independent. It's weird, I know I can handle it, I just don't know what could go wrong, or right...
If it’s any comfort have you seen the Olsen twins these days, dude they were cute when they were kids but as adults, Well, they are (with all due respect to Bubba Sparxx) ugly! https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Trd49Da0gf0 Hotwater
Mary Kate just ended up being the poster girl for daddy issues Yes, that is her husband, not her father