If you are not sure you should do it, then you shouldn't. If you would like to know what to expect, this forum is great, as well as erowid.org.
I second erowid.org Read up everything you can about MDMA, and read the experience reports, to find out if it's for you. Make sure you are with people you trust, in a controlled environment. Also, this subforum for MDMA is relatively dead, I would suggest going to : www.bluelight.ru Read up on the Ecstasy discussion there....tons of information, and most of the questions are asked by new people as yourself, so you will get all the answers you need. If you have specific questions, then ask them...it's kinda hard to just tell you what you need, when we don't know what you need.
To be more clear: The reason I suggested not doing it is because when you go into a psychedelic experience with doubts, anxiety, etc... you increase your chance of having a bad time.
i want to do it, i just dont want to end up regretting it... like i dont want to wake up the a week later and be like wtf is food thanks for the link
i'm pretty sure that you won't forget what food is after doing E. if you want to try it, try it. just be safe and know what you're getting (E pills aren't exactly a sure deal a lot of the time).
Haha ya I was like wtf too! but then I used the almighty power of google to find out that it's an anabolic steroid lol! And no I don't know a good steroid forum hahah