i'm feeling pretty lonely lately

i have a job and school but it's lame dude. totally lame. this morning when i put my uniform on for work my friend lennon went 'wow i never see you looking that clean cut'
i was like i knowww.
but luckily my class yesterday were canceled, today was canceled, and friday also. so all i have is work.

i can't wait to graduate college and be certified to do things i actually want.

 

i want to go to denver, i heard it's good for film.
and yes, compared to jersey it's VERY reasonable .

 

lol.. i've been getting nothin but compliments about my clean cutness lately.. everyone is like "do you have a gf?" "no.. no time" "haha.. there is always time" "no.. not right now"

 

i'm just not used to it, i have to like make my hair look all neat and take a lot of my jewelry off it's weirddd, every other job i've had i didn't need a uniform

 

same here.. overall i like looking good... but for awhile there i was in this "i dont give a fuck what people think" look.. which really just kinda was like a "dirty hippie" look.. i much prefer being decked out in a $100+ outfit.. while smelling of my Georgio Armani cologne.. and wearing my freshly cleaned shoes

 

ahaha see i've always looked like this so i think it's normal. i think it's abnormal to see my bangs really nicely brushed, man i don't like to brush my hair.... and a collared shirt.

i mean sometimes i like to dress up, i dress nicely and classy anyway but not in like a suit. one day i may grow out of it..

 

I'm sorry you're feeling lonely raz. I wish there was something we could all do.

 

party at raz's.


arty:

 

party in her mouth and everyone is coming :cheers2:

 

Hahaha.
Have you tried picking up an instrument?

 

i hear she knows a thing or two about the organ :rofl:

sexual innuendos.. love'em

 

lol.
I know what you mean raz...
I used to have a life of busyness and fun and friends and everything that i ever wanted and it was just with a few friends... But i have had some things thats not right with them so i have just been going to school, come home, this, and i can hardly have weed because of my mom.. it sucks and i get lonely also......

Sometimes even on here i get a little lonely. I can't wait to leave here and go traveling then things will be completely different... I know how you feel and things will get better.

When we are traveling we can come visit you and you won't be lonely as long as we are there. :grouphug:

And im a scorpio also.

 

The worst is at night, IMO.
I hate sleeping alone and typically only sleep alone 3 times a week and the other 4 days I either sleep with a friend or my man.

 

woo

yes lol i've played drums for 10 years, bass, and harmonica. i also have an organ and acoustic guitar.

scorpios ftw

 

I'm so cloudy, things are cloudy,
since you went away..

 

i like your sig.

 

I'm sorry to hear that, baby! I feel that way sometimes, too and I'm sure everyone gets lonely sometimes. It'll pass and you'll feel better.

 

I feel lonely almost everyday. I've gotten used to it, but some days are worse than others.

 

Aye, know how yer feel.. since I got kicked out of uni it's been mostly work, and now my boss has cut my shifts right down for this month so I don't even have that.

WTF am I gonna do with all this time?