I'm a loser.

Sounds like you are just going through a phase.

Everything seems to be falling apart correct? Like it'll never get better?
How much times have we ALL been through that? I mean, c'mon, it'll get better.

Find something that you can hang on to and stick it out.

Peace and Love, John.

 

you could very well be after my heart. I love the blues and pretty much feel exactly as you do on all of those decades. Robert Johnson and BLind Lemon are my two favorite blues musicians. Blues is a type of music that cuts through all of the bullshit and lets me know exactly what the musician feels. I have wanted to sell my soul many a time to play the blues like any one of the greats.

 

Man, you remind me of myself. We should talk, it would be nice to talk to someone who knows of Jack Kerouac... smokeemadpot@yahoo.com

 

as soon as i saw your title thread, i thought in my head "im a loooooser.... im a looooserrr.. and im not what i appear to be" and so on to The Beatles song 'loser'

 

Yeaay!!! Hey woodsock chiziald. If you feel twisted and knotted, don't abort, continue on you're present path (you may be constructing somthing of worth,you never know, perhaps think of you're 'neurouses' as a twisted art piece that you are determined to complete-see the end of) enjoy you're life. Never change who you are for someone else.
"If you're going to count me, count me out"

 

Ps Thanks for the naked pictures. love mike

 

Me too!!

 

OMG YAY! Any friend of the blues is a friend of mine.
Same goes with Kerouac.
Just yay I'm happy today because I know in 15 minutes I'll be toking it up with my best friend
Life at it's best.

 

Nah, you're not a loser.

Enought said.

 

^I agree with this guy^

I've read all of the stuff that you have posted on here and have absolutley no qualms about telling you that you are a fucking talented young writer. I hope that you can use all this shit as fuel for your creativity, whether it be through music or verse, paints or prose.
A lot of truly talented individuals suffer feelings of isolation and depression in their formative years. Don't give up just yet, please.
Peace,
A.

 

I'd say take a deep breath, and just relax, don't think about your worries for a few minutes, go outside, take a walk and just smile at the little things, you'll know what they are when you see them.

then just take things slowly, question what you're doing, have a smoke and just meditate on where you are in life and know that things will get better, smile.

I know that clearly you're going through a rough patch, and really i have no place telling you how to live your life, but you seem like a nice girl and so i'll stick my nose in.
Whatever your situation is, know that you can make it better.

What is it that you want in life? i know thats a massive question, but for most the answer is really simple.

I'd recomend watching this, just for how peaceful it is and how beautiful the message is;

http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=2214943461952502081

 

I have that on my MP3. It is good.

 

Come on sistah dont talk like that ~ things have to get worse before they get better. Have that womanly will-power. You can do it! Hope things get better ~

 

Lmao, you have nothing to worry about =) You can see your faults and because of that you can improve on them! Just aim high and don't worry about getting shot down, cause when you do, you can always get back up agian. The main thing you can do is build your foundation, once you have a stong foundation you'll always have that too fall back on when things get hard. The worst that can happen is that you can die, but that's not a big deal, everyone dies at one point so don't care about it cause you can't do anything about it.

I guess what i'm trying to say is, as long as you want to improve your self and take steps to improve your self you will always make it in some way or another.


J.C

 

Im sorry you feel like this. Listen your 16 ... teenage years are soo confusing I think thats safe to say. At least you know where some of your problems are, living in the past isnt living at all. I bet that your not as much of a loser as you think you are, and I bet if you tried solving some of you problems like seeking help from mom and pop friends, teachers whom ever you trust, writing about it, thinking hey what could I DO to try to make this better(nothing involving hurting yourself), that you'd be more spectacular than you are right now. I'm not saying thats not hard, cause it is. What I find works best for me is A) writing about how I feel, re-reading it, then writing about solutions B) I do yoga it relaxs me C) read tuesdays with morrie, changed me. D) I talk about. E) Everytime I feel angry about my past, I say to my self. I cannot control anyone else actions, but I can control my actions. I also say to my self, okay this is enough I've felt this long enough I know what it is, but now im going to move on. And be as happy as I can be.
Now I know those may not be something you would do, but I thought I'd say it anyways maybe it would help some. I hope it does. I also hope that what I've said helps you out, I hope you can be happy again one day soon.
Stay strong!!!!

 

probably the best thing to do is to stop idolizing the drug and 60s culture. start looking at whats going on now. watch the presidential debates, read news sites, look for new underground bands. youll soon realize that there is tons of cool, intersesting, and crazy shit going on now.

the present time period is about the closest we will ever be to the 60s again anyway. huge anti war sentiments, outrage at our president, etc. plus more. look at the news, the NH primaries were fixed. ron paul is being censored out of things left and right. Clinton wins the primaries because she cried!

why are you getting arrested? for drugs? if so than stop using till your out of the house. drugs arent worth fucking up your entire life for.
it doesnt matter how many friends you have. most people dont have as many as you would think. most people have one or two real close friends. the rest are just people you chill with. to be honest i couldnt care less about most of the people i chill with.

and if all that fails, maybe you should see a therapist or psychiatrist. at least tehy will be able to give you anti depressants

 

If this is the closest we'll get to the '60s I should probably go down and out.

 

Soy un perdedooooooooooooooooor...
I'm a loser, babyyyy
so why don't you kill meeeee..

 

Anyway, Ray Manzarek said that there's something good you can do in every period of time.


He also said that when they were traveling with The Doors in the 60s, they thought how cool it would have been to be there in the 20s.

 

Wow, how many PM's did you get after this post? I hope all you pervs out there remember that WoodstockChild is illegal and asking her for naked pictures can get you in an awful lot of trouble.

It gets better, honey. I promise it does. But you should probably try to stop sending naked pictures of yourself out. (Well, and also getting arrested less would be good.)