I know you have been through a lot with your Dad and everything and anyone would be depressed after that. Get some counseling. If being at home is really making you depressed than leave and call a youth shelter (phone book under crisis hotline-they will give you a referal). I never contimplated suicide and some fucked up things happened to me. This isn't normal, you need help.
And the incoherency continues. Seriously, man, you're worse than the winos I met when working at the homeless shelter.
Maybe, but each person is different Anyways, Dopesick, please dont kill yourself... I love you, I know it sounds weird, but if I didnt care I wouldnt be posting this right now. Maybe you could PM me and we could talk? I am feeling the same way.
I'm pro-choice. If that's what you want, then that's what you want. Smoke cigs daily and eat good tasting food packed with lots of cholesteral. You may get your wish and pass away at an earlier age from heart decease. I'm going to start doing that because I dont want to get to live old and all fucked up for who knows how long. Don't fuck around and live more fucked up from attempting suicide in a way that you shouldnt. You got to be wise is in your pick on how to leave, you know?
Lil bro, glad ya didn't take that trail. You wanna know the sweetest way to come out on top? Figure out what it is that gives you joy, that makes you happy, that makes you want to hollar 'I DID THIS!'. Then study on how to get better at doing it, follow that path all the way. Be the best you can be at it (sorry if that sounds like a commercial for the Army ). Then go and do it. Years later (instant gratification ain't worth shit BTW), you'll be the one smilin'. Whatever IT is is waiting for you. Waiting for you to find it. And the journey can be a real gas! Keep on keepin on.
glad to hear that you're hanging on. do you have any stress release outlets? like, do you draw or play an instrument or do yoga or anything like that? stuff like that helps keep you grounded.
Sorry guys but this thread is no longer valid. You have to start over and use the suicide Icon "". Thank you for your cooperation.
DopeSickKid.... just ignore all the assholes that wont take you serious. There will always be people like that but dont make them worth your time to think about. I understand where you're coming from and I want you to know that people DO care about you and things WILL get better. Hell... I dont even know you and I care about you. PLEASE pm me if you EVER!!!! need/want to talk. love, trish