you want to be permafried, yet you always were (permafried) with the social programming you were raised with (?). on is off, good is bad, and jesus died for the everlasting idealogy of the imperfect perfect paradigm of humanitarianism in the deified form... the psyche processes in terms of contrast, and there is no escaping that...so your quest for being permafried is as equally naïve as Huxley's utopian ideal after taking mescaline sulfate for the first time. taking X amount of benadryl, or datura, or benztropine mesylate, or quinoclidinyl benzylate....it doesn't matter (how much of an anticholinergic you take).....you won't be permafried. quit watching Jacob's Ladder. and Syd Barrett wasn't permafried. he just chose to withdraw from society because of the separation he internalized (he probably felt like he couldn't relate to mainstream society anymore...shit, if people put acid in my coffee like clockwork, I probably wouldn't want to deal with stiffs too, ya dig?) does that make him demonic?
I wish I was as smart as Polymer lol. BTW, Polymer have you heard the other version of AIR yet? I should find mine and send it to ya
oh, nah, I don't have any other versions of that track, but I've been meaning to get them. sorry about my little rant, particularly the Jesus crap (he may have been a prophet, but he was no Neo) I was hopped up on Jager when I posted that... When I was younger (with limited experience with psychedelics), I enjoyed the alternate perspective as well, and may have secretly wished for a "perma-fry" state too...but after doing acid/shrooms/dust/RCs many many times, a mind starts to recoil from having the light on all the time. There's nothing wrong with wanting to alter your perspective with psychedelics, it's a fine tool for that...but you don't want them to change you. Drugs are not a hobby (but they sure do make hobbies more interesting )
Beautiful post Polymer, and the rant was taken to heart as well Jesus was alright though, lol I just hate funerals. I love drug and alcohol fueled posts, I've only had a couple on here but they were pretty classic if ya ask me.
been there, done that... no permafry. psychedelic drugs won't do it; the most they can do is exacerbate underlying psyche issues. pot always made me a bit anxious; I hate going into a public place high.
TRAVEL!!! Honestly, TRAVEL. That's it. Travel by yourself... or with someone you like... but alone is best, I think. You're a bit too young now, but when you have a chance, you should do it. You will meet people and see things and it will change you for the better in so many ways. It WILL change the way you look at life!!! Honestly, don't even worry about what you're going to do or how you're going to do this or if it's going to go well or anything... just DO IT!!!! Once again: TRAVEL!!!!!!!!!!!
shifting from one extreme side of the spectrum to the other continuously is natural. i just wonder, is there a way to always see the whole picture? - The answer is yes. I think what you are refering to is sometimes called the ultimate reality. Some try their entire lives to get there and don't make it, others (maybe very few) can get there pretty fast, it all depends on the person.