i want to be permafried

I know I was joking it was quite possibly the dumbest, most off topic post ever besides that guy from south africa saying for his first post in the LSD thread that he wants friends, and maybe more hahahaha

 

Yeah I figured you were joking. I also figured he was too dense to realize that, so I was making sure the point was gotten across.

 

got ya

 

There can be no light without darkness. No Good without Bad. No Yin without Yang.

There can be no High/tripping without sober.

 

I probably would hav smoked a bowl and then read it again, but im at work so i cant

 

Dude I dont think you really want to be permafried. Maybe you do, I dont know you, but every time i do do drugs or get high, i realize how sacred sobriety is also. Like the person said above this, without sobriety there is no high/tripping. I know some kids who have rolled x and taked acid like once a week for 2 years now, and they definitely act different. I dunno if they are "e-tards" or what but they arent normal. Also, my uncle went on an acid binge and tripped 100 days in a row. I talked to him about it and he said that he has never been the same, that everything feels pointless now and he just feels dumb and useless all the time. That scares the shit out of me and uhh i dont want to be permafried

 

of course people change after intence psychedelic sessions...shit people change without them. its not up to us to judge whether or not that person is "normal" anymore...there is always a method to the madness, and they have their freedom to think any way they choose. human beings grow/digress in different ways, each unique to their situation. that is normal.

 

yeah but when people tell me that they dont like being permafried, and they would give anything to get back to normal, that is a little scary.

 

Normal is a state of mind son

 

It's different for everyone. I like for my mind to be a little fucked up and derranged, because I know that nobody else has the same troubles and insights that I have. They don't know what it's like to have the strange thoughts and psychotic implications I have experienced and will continue to experience. I know it may hurt other aspects of my life, but it's worth it to be a little odd and different than everyone else. Not just being an individual; I can do that without drugs. But just having my mind skewed to the point where I have a completely different view of the world than everyone else. Does anyone understand what I'm talking about? I don't want to be insane or dull or just fried to the point where I can't do anything, but I love having a mind that has been through some changes and is continuing to evolve in a way that nobody is able to understand or relate to.

 

yes, that's what i'm talking about. a state of mind that never goes back to statistically "normal". and thanks to everyone for their awesome not-an-asshole answers. i don't know what to say so just continue with whatever .

and philippe... i think i'm back in iloveyouland.

 

I love drugs.

I hate the world.

So it's good to be high through life.:sunglasse

 

just eat 20 tabs of acid, i think that will permafry you

 

i love the world. which includes drugs.

just to clarify, i'll define what i consider someone who is "permafried":

the kid who is not phased by any "tragic" event. if you tell them someone you know died, they say that's amazing. someone who takes what people say literally and thinks abstract and deeply about ordinary things (like if someone says "you're not all that and a bag of potato chips" the kid thinks "all that would include potato chips, unless potato chips are considered outside of the realm of matter, which they must be in context, because you can't have everything AND something else. so if i'm not all that AND a bag of potato chips, simultaneously, that means i'm not matter and antimatter at once. someone who thinks they are must be deluded." and after that thought, respond with "you are so right. i'm not.") someone who lives as if life is a lucid dream and they exist to test the responses from their input in their environment. a kid who will say "what you just said was adorable" and hug you if they think what you said was adorable and feel like hugging you, no matter how "awkward" it is in context or in the situation you're in. completely unpredictable people who never say or do the same thing twice, unless it's something really important. and they are like this all the time, even when sober. there is no wall between their minds and their world.

 

perhaps i should. perhaps i shall.

 

but if you can get 20 tabs of acid, i wouldnt waste it all in one trip, id save it to have for random times

 

you are all a bunch of crazy hippies.

 

"i want to be permafried"


I hope you look forward to a life of emotional destitution, financial poverty, and otherwise an existance of utter despair once you reach your 20's and say fuck... totally wasted that life.

Anyone who has any aspiriations to "fuck their mind beyond repair" has no grounds to say they are a responsible drug user, experimenter, or anything besides a general waste-case.


I'm hoping the few who have shown some intelligence will support me on this...

(I don't think you're in idiot or a fuckup OP, I just think you're 16... and you're going to see things a hell of a lot differently in a few years)

 

I knew I could count on you haha

 

I'll tell you a true story. A friend i knew would trip like 2 times a week. sometimes more. he took 5+ hits each time. This happened for a year or so straight. I can not have an intelligent conversation with him because he's permafried. We lost him. I haven't talked to him in a while. I see him every now and then, but when I do he barely even says hi to me. Like he's in a completely different world then we are. I heard about this mama around where I live that has children and when they cry she doesn't even know they are crying because she is permafried. She can't do things for herself either. You are young and you won't listen to us, damn i didn't listen when I was your age. I was doing lots of k when I was 16. I wish I listened to people back then. I suggest you to look at people who are older than you who went through this and are permafried. Just be careful.