I want to have a boyfriend to make out with it would be a nice alternative to being licked on the arms and cheeks by goth boys who I've known for mere hours Shockingly non-erotic.
i want to be able to live the hell away from anything "hooman" demanding my attention. preferably where i can still see trains, or have a computer, or both, but the main thing is the peace and calmness of not ever having my attention demanded by anything "human". =^^= .../\...
I could sure make good use of time travel myself.... I'd go back, find my younger self, and give the good sound beating I so richly deserved.
i want the cute guy i made out with/hit on to call me!!!!....or i'd like to talk to someone on the phone....also i would like to not have thrown up a little tonight at school......and maybe if things were like they were at the bar a couple hours ago....it was so good a couple hours ago...lovely pub, i shouldn't have moved.... i need to talk to some one on the phone...
well call that guy or someone else to talk to ----- i want my sandwich that is already made, but sitting on my desk in my room
why didn't you get his? i'll be getting my sandwich in 15 minutes when the computer lab closes for the night
i'm drunk haha such good night i hope he calls me i want a fucking pina colada muffin!!! or something with coconut............
i want to not have to worry about anything. to be able to travel and eat for free would be really cool too. but i'd really be happiest where i could create and explore to my hearts content and never have to worry about rent or eating or anyone wanting to get me in trouble or anything like that. i know i just worry too much as it is and there's probably a lot more i could be doing if i worried less, but things do happen, you hear about it and see it all the time. i know it's politicians pulling crap to keep us all fucked up. and that's what i'd really like to see most of all go away. even if that ment a lot of things people take for granted going away too. most of which i can and do get along just fine without anyway. and don't try to tell me the bussiness of bussiness is any less scarier then politics. it's the same crap really, all this pretence of them opposing each other is just to keep the rest of us who would otherwise have better sense devided against each other so they can keep pulling their crap. yah i wan't to live where i can create and explore without having to deal with any of that. ever. or being forced to deal with idiots who adamantly refuse to have any kind of immagination either. =^^= .../\...
I think I want to stop wanting things because right now I'm wanting so many things that it's making my poor brain confused..