I want it all the time!

Thank you. I do.

 

Hi Hayloft, sorry about missing your boy friend. Usually
When we live with someone for long time, and engaging emotionally as well as physically it is hard to forget him or her, that's the nature of humans. So, I understand your feelings.
As most of this forum's members told already there are a lot of nice guys ready to help you and keep you busy with many erotica and non eroritica comuncations. Just feel free to communicate with them .
Good luck.

 

Thank you so much. It has been a big help already.

 

Hi Hayloft, sorry about missing your boy friend. When you live with someone for long time, and engaging emotionally as well as physically it is hard to forget him or her, that's the nature of humans. So, I understand your feeling.
As most of this forum's members told already there are a lot of nice guys ready to help you and keep you busy with many erotica and non eroritica comuncation. Just feel free to communicate with them .
Good luck honey.

 

Hello

 

Hello

 

I can relate somewhat given how tragedies in our life can impact us sexually. For me, it was sexual abuse by my mom's friend when I was 11-13 years old old. I won't give details given the pedos who may be lurking. However, it has defined a good chunk of my sex life. One way it affected me, is with my sex drive., 80-90% of time, my sex drive is below average, but the other 10-20%, it is well above average.

When I have a high sex drive, often it is not about having sex and is more about convincing the guy to do so - if that makes sense? Also, it often involves older men

There is a conflict within me given these two opposite sides of my sexuality. I go between "Why am I doing this?" to "how could I not do this?"..sigh

 

the best lost in world is SEX LOST!

 

So sorry for your loss!

 

Love lost is worse. I still miss everything about him like crazy, and it's been over a year. A part of the greater loss is sex loss. I'm starting to realize the reason I'm here is to try and bury it with sexual connections, albeit online connections.

 

I'm sorry for your experience as a pre-teen. If you would like to message me, please feel free to.

 

Thank you.

 

sorry abt that hon
sexual lostiness and doing sex will help you with better recovery


about sexual abuse... its like a DEATH!