I want a cigarette so god damn bad and I can't have one

because i promised myself I wouldn't smoke today because I am not a real smoker and that if I couldn't make it a day than that would mean I am actually a smoker. But is being a real smoker really all that bad? I mean I could easily quit in May when my stresses will have diminished.

 

i like to beleive i quit but ocassionally i get so stressed its the first thing i grab for. =( i know its bad.....

 

Holy cow - its funky phresh. wow, haven't seen you around in awhile

 

It doesn't work like that - the May arguement.

Me thinks they got ya.

Welcome to the Smoker's Club...

 

not a real smoker, eh?

I think you already know the answer to this one.

 

dhs i have returned, i decided that the internet agreement at work is bullshit and i should stay on the internet all day just to piss them off!! haha!!

 

nope nope I grabbed a piece of nicotine gum I'll have one after work if I still want one. today just means daytime right?

 

Sure. *L*


Reminds me of when my Doc cut me back to two drinks a Day - actually he said 'per 24hrs' knowing the way I think.

My solution?
Two 32oz glasses of wine were within his instructions...True?


On a more serious note, I woke one day , decided I would quit drinking and the rest is History.
I've seen Folks do likewise w/smoking.
I guess I don't want to quit, it's one of the few Vices I still have...

 

Smoke not, lest ye shall be smoked!

 

looks a little puzzled and shrugs. so does this mean I can have a cigarette at spanish break today or that I have to wait untill after work?