I took 4 anti depressant pills plus I am drinking alcohol

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  1. Grandeur

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    After 38 days of not drinking alcohol, I did a start like that.

    Antidepresant pills dont give me any happinies. They do nothing but power up the effect of alcohol.
     
  2. Idlewild

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    Alcohol is the only "antidepressant" that makes me happy.
     
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  3. Eric!

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    Be careful
     
  4. My favorite mantras, Good Grief and Yikes...
     
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  5. Grandeur

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    Alcohol is depressant, though.
     
  6. Stop being a idiot grandeur.
     
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    i don't understand why people tell everyone else things like this.

    i know maybe in a way its a cry for company.

    but i've seen so many times, company alone doesn't always help.
    as long as the self destructive desire is there, the acting out of it, well i don't claim to be a pshrinque.

    the thing is i strongly suspect something else. self destructiveness doesn't always end with the self.
    that's something we see happen with culture and the effect of culture on ideology.

    i'm sorry but i really distrust, what i see, the kind of things, being posted about.
    this isn't a biological imparative. we have choices. but beating ourselves over the head isn't making them.

    logic consideration honesty and imagination can turn hell into heaven. it takes thinking things through.
    distractions from doing so, i'm not convinced can really help.

    none of us are alone in how we make the world around us, but each of us can choose, the nature of our own little part in doing so.
     
  8. Idlewild

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    True, and it depresses depressive thoughts and emotions for many people, if used correctly. For example, I'm feeling a bit disgusted with the world right now, so this evening, I plan on drinking heavily, which will make it all seem okay, or at least not as painful to watch.
     
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    Grandy what can we do to make you happy?
    It breaks my heart reading this.
     
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    I've more or less given up on drinking recently, it gives me no pleasure at the moment, and as for taking 4 antidepressants, well really. The other night my left knee was playing up, it's basically buggered now and it's like constant toothache in my knee. Anyway I took 2 1500mg co-codamol, nothing happpened, so I took 2 Diazepam, still nothing, leaving half an hour between each set of pills to give them time to kick in, in the end I had a load of bourbon as well, that gave me one hour free of pain, it's bloody ridiculous how bad it is and try and see a doctor and you've no chance unless you've got covid, and if you have they'll only talk on the 'phone.
     
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    sounds like attention seeking to be honest, and that's being brutal, if he was going to top himself he'd just go quietly off and do it, sorry but there's far more important stuff to worry about at the minute, he needs to either pull himself together or do something.
     
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    You should try and see how many bananas you can eat in one setting..

    Get back to us..
     
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  13. Grandeur

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    I went without alcohol for 38 days and then I drank after 38 days. I broke my phone yesterday night. I no longer have phone.

    I cannot give up alcohol permanently. What can I do to forget about alcohol permanently? It is like an illness. Once I start drinking, I cannot stop.

    It has been 15 months since I didnt break my phone when drunk. I also came back to the old habit of breaking phone. And I dont remember much about yesterday. I sobered up in hospital.



    These antidepresant pilss dont give me any happinies. I cannot wait long enough for them to give any happiniess or positive feeling. I feel so depressed.
     
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  14. Grandeur

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    It past 9 pm here. I didnt eat food today. I won't either. I am not going out of home. I dont wanna be seen by anybody. I will stay at home without eating food from this moment on.

    A friend of mine tells me not to get out of home for 1 month. He tells me I had great disgraces in the apartment. I dont know how he knows about it from the long distance but I myself dont know nothing about it. All I remember is sobering up in hospital. I dont remember what happened before.

    After hospital, I came home on bus, I wanted to charge my phone but phone is charcing very slowly. I got angry and broke the phone for charcing so slowly.

    His advice to me is, dont be seen by anybody in the apartment. Don't go out for 1 month.
     
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  15. The world is a big mess, but there is a LOT of Good....accept that and get good sleep and drinking heavily is certainly not the answer....dumb in my mind. If one does good with a glass of wine, do that, or a beer, do that, but heavily....YIKES.....
     
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    Seriously Grandy you need professional help!
     
  17. Grandeur

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    Antidepressant pills that doctors give me NO HELP. They dont have any effect. All it does is power up the effect of alcohol. Them alone give me NO FEELING. NOTHING.
     
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    Then you need to go to a place for help, a psychiatric unit. Sorry but this is the only way.
     
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    Have you actually read your posts, because you make no sense whatsoever, not going out is not going to help, it will only make things worse, getting out will at least keep you away from the drink if you go walking or something like that. As for smashing a phone because it was charging slowly, well that's just stupid, whats next, are you going to hit someone because they don't serve you quickly enough in a shop, you are on a very slippery slope my friend and you need to sort yourself out, nobody else can do it for you, only you.
     
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    I made home my jail. I am not going out. I am not eating food. I just stay still at home. Days will pass like that.
     
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