i think i just got away with it

I got caught like twice. The first time she was pissed, the second time, I told her I did, but not that often. I kept my grades at like a 3.5 and explained to her the health effects and how it wasn't as addicting as the commercials say. After that she left me alone. And then a few months after she picked me up a badass Bob Marley banner thing with him on a High Times cover tokin a spliff. One time she came home as me and my friend were hittin the pipe and when we saw her inside we got up really quick. She just laughed at how fast we got up and didnt pursue the issue.

 

I have talked to my dad and mom about it,( i live with dad/stepmom). Both are more worried about me getting cought by the cops or something like that. I confronted my dad about it and strait up asked what he thought about me smoking weed. said about the same thing to my mom and got the same response from both. They think its something i should go through and experience(other drugs aswell), i dont want to make them sounds like they are promoting it,but hopefully some other parents will understand. They also feel this away about other drugs. My dad and i talked for a long time about drugs and stuff,ended up telling each other stories,he had some crazy ones(garbage bags full of shrooms for one) and also a tip here and there. His thinking is out of sight out of mind, he isnt going to light up with me,but just kind of a mutual agreement that we keep it from eachother.

 

Hahahah!!!! Joseph!!!!
i didnt know you had a hip forums.

I smoked with your dad a few nights ago too

 

my mom is real uptight bout me doin drugs. But im able to do drugs and still inetract w/ my family on a good level so I just keep my use a secret, low key. I think my dad knows I smoke :/ he doesnt say anything but he always jokes around w/ me when im high making weird refrences or saying something dumb to make me laugh.

I hope my parents never know I do or deal drugs... It would be for the better I think. If my dad finds out and hes cool bout it im sure things would be fine its just my mom im worried bout... shes very biased.

 

thats the main thing to worry about. somtiems drugs distant you from the family alot and you become very strange.
i remember when i first started using drugs, i became very, very distant from the family. never said a word to them. if they asked me somthing, it was a mere one or two word answer. they knew somthing was very wrong but never pinned me for anything. i was doing alot of weird drugs tho.

but now. i still use drugs am takin pills every week, and trippin on acid somtimes.
but i think the acid has woken me out of the dream i was in.
i have become more aware of my own awareness.
i am free to interacct quite normally now with my family. and actually have a relationship with them, as aposed to never speaking with them.
it was deffinatly drugs that distanted me from them. as it felt like i couldnt talk to them anymore cause i would sound abnormal cause my consciousness felt so distant. it was terrible. prob cause of the ice and other shit.

that would be the most worrying thing for me, if i had children and they did that.

but maybe it has been acid that has freed me the most. snapped me out of this place i was in, and where im in now is a much nicer place to be.

thing the parents worry about most is that drugs turn there precious little childrens personality into a zombie like thing. stop participating in family activities and stuff like that. fuck now i think about, i would never let my kids do drugs. and if i found out. they wouldnt be able to drugs in my house i sware. i would know if they were. which i sapose is good that i have taken them now to be aware of my own kids , umm in the future.
but yeah so many thoughts.