I think I am a lesbian

some of the girls were hot. one of the things i remember that girls who classify themselves as lesbians said was that woman shouldn't go up to them and just talk about the sexual aspects of the relationship - they want to connect on a deeper lever other than physcially. you just have to go up and talk to them i guess, like any other relationship - they dont' want to be treated just as an experimentation phase i guess.

 

they were pretty cute... there was a lot of bitchiness/cattiness going on because a bunch of women who identify as straight but makeout with chicks/friends on the weekends were on and the lesbians on the show were pretty offended by that 8shrugs* but they did put a bicurious girl on a date with another chick and it was cute.

 

i don't know if i what i wrote was correct....but this is what i had hoped it would have came out like, but it didn't

 

I want a girl to ask me out): but then it's weird because I know what to expect outta guys. Like no guy would be turned off that I just lost my job, in fact they would most likely like me more because a-I appear to need them more and b-they could really give a shit about what I do...I hadn't been asked out for weeks and then all of a sudden I lose my job and every guy I know comes outta the woodwork...the teacher I had been dating called me several times yesterday and got jealous when I went out with somone else...he hadn't called me for almost a week....men are freaking weird but they always get off on taking care of you. From what I know of the lesbian community just being cute isn't good enough ):

 

Ok this is the note Kaleigh and I came up with...please ehlp by adding to it or making suggestions. DOes it sound casual?
Hey,
How are you doing. I hope all is well, you have been on my mind a lot lately. Do you want to get a drink sometime next week?

 

ya know I am going to san francisco maybe I could practice getting my mack on while up there? i can't tell my friends about this though they would pass out

 

Aren't you confusing a career situation with a relationship situation (sorry to butt in) - u are right in that women are not logical,and maybe you should worry about one thing at a time.
or just tell me to shut up.Then concentrate on prospects of being a full-time lesbian.My sis had kids with a guy and now she's a lesbian and is very much in love,kids n all.In fact - she has blossomed.Come on though don't you think at the heart of it is - being able to relate to someone whatever sex.In general intamacy is such a turn on

 

Intimacy is a huge turn on and it's really rare that I allow myself to be emotionaly intimate with a guy.

I wjust wish the last time she and I were sitting on the curb chain smoking I would have kissed her...erghhhhhhh.

 

Ok here's my new letter....see I know I like her because my guy crush was trying to ask me out tonight but chickened out and I would rather go with her and I was sprung on him for a couple weeks... tell me what you think:
Hey what's going on? Are you busy tommorow night? I've been thinking about you a lot. I am going to be in Hillcrest and was wondering if you wanted to go get a few drinks after work?

 

that sounds good to me

good luck lyns

 

I know guys who have turned down the sexiest women cos they smoke.Maybe you are just scared you'll become a smoker and the whole sexual thing is nothing of a problem.I reckon you ought to find a girl who doesn't smoke.On the other hand - Lyndsey can't have fun,Lyndsey must follow the rules,Lyndsey must do what it says in the book.fk it - go with her

 

I love the way you think...so should I send her that email?

 

Alright this is what I sent...I will update you when I hear back
Hey
I've been thinking about you lately. Let me know if you are free to go get srinks sometime


...shit I spelled drinks wrong...now I gotta message her something funny saying I don't know where the srinks store is but I was thinking drinks may be a good idea instead. See I am such a goof...guys are so easy.

 

absolutely
from everything youve said i think its time

so have fun good luck and congrats

 

nahhh thats perfect
she'll love it

 

OK I sent this as a follow up


After thinking
Body: about it I do not know where to get srinks so I was wondering if instead you wanna get drinks instead?

 

keep us posted

 

you're making me laugh.... ihmurria is so pro-sexuality.... lynds you know what you want.... go get it , you have the encouragement!

 

don't ask me - I don't do anthing real over the net unless it involves other media such as photos or movies or music or money.If you know this person just meet her and talk let your colourful,slightly dizzy but with pride personality shine through.Your mouth shall do the rest.


'Now here this' - 'Now here this' - 'Oh yea' - 'Oh yea' - here is wisdom

 

shit i said instead twice...i give up):