I reconnected with my kindergarten crush...

Dude, that must have been incredibly painful for you. Life sure can be a joke sometimes, eh? But quite admirable of you to resist such big temptation and take the high road.

 

my kindergarten crush married her high school sweetheart like a dumbass. not that i care; i stopped crushing on her when she failed kindergarten and i didn't see her on a daily basis anymore. i just judge everyone who marries their high school sweetheart, at least right out of high school. it's different when they get back together years later after having experienced some of the real world.

 

Don't recall much of anything from kindergarten, that said if I use as a base my later relationship ideas up till junior high I likely had no crush. Ignored girls mist of my prepubescent years. Not to say I didn't fool around but the gropes & nude staring contests were purely scientific in nature.

 

I don't remember anybody I went to school with...


They probably don't remember me either.

 

You grew up in a small town I take it

 

not really,no
I'm right outside of Los angeles

 

I was diagnosed by a doctor as a "schizo" as you so eloquently put it. You just throw us all in a bin of inhuman "batshit crazy" trash?

I am a person. I have a rich inner tapestry of life.

 

Work, watch porn, jerk off, play video games, sleep, repeat?

 

There's something incredibly hot about this, and I'll never view a friendly hello from a girl I knew thirty or fourty years ago the same way I used to.

 

Two persons even!

 

Thank you for making me feel even more significant than your average Joe.

 

I’ve had a few guys on FB I’ve reconnected with from high school, who said they had crushes on me, then. I had no clue. Lol

 

You remind me of his little brother. You also look like him. Where did I call anyone trash? I'm not sure if you're being serious or not. Most likely not. Trust me, I have crazy and mentally "ill" friends and family. I have been in mental hospitals,made friends. Anyways, this thread is about blow jobs though. There is a forum here for mental illness.

 

I've had a couple reveal their undying love for me years later,haha. The kindergarten crush included. I'm blunt and have always told guys how I feel, that I'm crushing on them. I don't understand why people hide their feelings away. Because of rejection,I guess..

 

That's sort of implied when you call someone "schizo" and use it to reference that they're a bad person. You're not supposed to do that. Not sure you're aware of that. Just letting you know. Blow away.

 

That's sad. I'm sure he regretted every bit of listening to his uncle.

 

Dude, go suck a dick. Could care less if I'm banned for telling you that. Worth it.
You creepy sensitive fuck.

 

Well at least this is about blowjobs again. You shouldn't be banned...I don't care.

What's wrong with being sensitive?

 

As someone who had a very good schitopgenic friend yes you are a whole person that is more than that. People who call you crazy don't know you and I saw how that hurtful label affects people like you.

 

I just feel bad because I don't want rainy to hate me. I just don't like somebody's being a bad person prefaced with "He's schizophrenic." Speaking for myself, I am a total sweetheart.

Lately everybody's sticking up for other mental illnesses, but maybe not schizophrenia so much, and I thought I should stick up for us. I don't know what the stigma is for schizophrenics, really, but I think it's pretty bad. But it's really not like that. I am still just as me as I ever was...when I'm not on my medicine, voices harangue me and I sometimes hallucinate is all. Doesn't make me a bad person.

Now I feel bad for rainy, because she is a good person and I kind of put her on the spot. I was really just trying to join in on all of this "defense of the mentally ill" business that's going on lately. But still, schizophrenia shouldn't be part of why someone is a bad person. And my schizophrenia isn't what makes me lash out at people...it's mostly loneliness and feeling left out that does that.

Be nice to schizophrenics because we are nice people too. We are still just as human as anyone else and we care about people.

Now back to blowjobs.