I never found love...never...I don't know why. Does anyone have any advice for me? I don't know why I never found love. I was never beautiful. I was never smart. I was never good and I was never anyone's little girl. My father sexually abused me and had multiple romances. My mother abused me too...I was left on my own to cry about life..I cried and cried and cried and I never found anyone.
Maybe in an abusive survivors group; or another group or gathering spot with people who interests similar to yours.
Sorry you've had such a tough life! You need therapy for sure. Don't be ashamed to seek it. Maybe that can help. Try also maybe to forgive. I'm not religious, but it can be a healing matter for you. Maybe. Talk to a therapist first. BTW, how old are you? It's never too late. I mean if you're 80 now, it's pretty much over, but don't sweat the ugly thing - guys are easy. Find one like you.
wow, sorry to hear that this happened to you. Therapy and a survivor's group sound like they could really help.